crucified.love

2007-05-27T11:23:00.000+08:00

-charLENE: ' i'll await for you presence, just you see' .

family day was okay, the harley davidson was cool,
but i didn't try it, teachers tried it, and they made me Laugh My Ass Out,
darn funny, did my shift early in the morning,
from 8-10 but i stayed longer, so i did the shift from 8-1
doesn't make a difference if i stayed longer or not.
coz i saw PH and her parents at the car challenge there,
didn't expect her to come but yah, it was her.

if i didn't stay to do my shift, i won't be able to see her,
so thank god.
she coloured her hair yet again, and she was carying a sling bag.
cool shit. haha. ~~whatever~~ she looks different now.
like there's no more feeling already, but who cares,
heck. it's the same. wahahahs.
so anw, the car challenge was a tough decision,
many many people were still able to hold on for so long.
so yah, it's like a tough decision lah.

business was a brisk, many people came to buy drinks.
teresa also, i served her, and her voice was very very soft,
can't hear a single shit, haha, no offence, ;X
many 'bad' things happened haha, like spilling of things on people,
if not i could have earned $1 more for the food stalls,
shit, haha,

the haunted house was crap shit,
so many people were screaming like siao gaos luh, wahahas,
i mean i didn't say that i didn't scream or what.
i just mearly screamed like 2 to 3 times.
i could even say hi to the 'ghost' haha.
crappy, the 'ghost' kept touching my leg,
one even tried pulling my pants down -.-
some even came out crying, when i came out,
i was laughing -.-
had ben and jerrys : bery nice! [:
it rocks!

I saw SUSIE![: ps, i missed her truckloads!

took a picture with her!

shall post it later(:

then family day ended ): i cried, as it was the last day of school.
i dread holidays but then again, i wanted it so badly,
i'm nuts, ^^
ES poor thing luh , i mean like i wanted to help her luh.

she busy here, busy there, ):

oh well, anw, after that went to parkway to buy my shreak ears,

^^ it's cute stuff, but people might think that it's lame or what.

who cares, it's cute shit okay.

brenda ate at macs, and i stole her nuget and fries,

then went to parkway to walk ard,

i'm not into those shopping kind so i was bored stiff.

sherry, felicia, brenda, went to this this this this shop,

while me, marietta, weeling, belinda and stephanie stonned there,

then marietta had to go home,

so we went to the arcade, and life closed down wors.

stupid comic connection hurs,

played basketball and my score was 223.

eh, weird score, wahahhas,

long post.

takecares everyone!

Sentosa, here i come!

Happy birthday to me[:

2007-05-25T17:40:00.000+08:00

-charLENE: if i can't find you in that corner, that's it. '

i think it's ridiculous, for me to trust you people,
it's so ~~whatever~~ lah. yeeching says that she's having depression,
i think i'm also having ah. i cry everyday luh.
i'm pissed, i'm sad, and all kinds of mixed emotions,
argh, i don't know why, i don't know why i also cry everyday,
it seems depressing, hurs,

anw, to start of with the post, i'll blog about yesterday,
my stupid msn! don't want to let me sign in.

24/05/07
photo-taking for the whole school,
i think it will turn out retarded, haha, i don't know why.
i blocked the ES and PH part ):
so will it look nice ? waahs, anw, it doesn't even make a difference,
so who cares? can't even see luh, hahahah, -.-
actually didn't want to take the bowling photoshot,
but bo bian, shekhu caught me and scolded me,
so had to take it, -.- i think that it will also turn out wrong ;X
wahahas, wrong wrong wrong wrong,
all wrong luhs, then in the end, don't need to buy the photos already ar.
after that, had training, it was being pushed forward from 2-4.

alot of things happened, had to stay back to collect the NYAA booklets,
and alot of things inside made me cheer up and all.
;DDD people close to me should know what.
whenever i 'chant' the number, i'll get a strike, wahahas,
it's just plain lucky yeahs? nothing to do with the number.
should go buy 4-D and see if i ever win,
if i win, i'll give everybody $100 arhs. ;X
stayed back after training to get my ball done,
but the damn man didn't come, irritating!

so went off to parkway to eat, with yvonne, stephanie and vanessa.
boring lot~~ then met mummy, to top up my card.
and the day ended of like that,

25-05-07
today turned out to be alright. just the same, but had mass today.
and i cried again ): wth i've been crying everyday ,
shucks!
slept for 15 mins due to being bored.
and something magical happened during recess,
i talked to ES and she.... asked me to move coz of the door!
wahahhas! ;D so cuteeee nehs! ><
i'll remember this day! she made my day wors.

anw, brenda came chasing after me and i had to run a marathon.

so tired! after school, went to sakae to eat! nice! ;D
and stitch is back! ahhhhhhhhhhh!
tomorrow is family day! zzomg! i can't wait! ~~
must be fun hors! if not i cry ): LOLL.
cheryl went to china, and she's lame! she said that must miss her,
-.- ahahahaha! think skin wors.

ES IS CUTE!

2007-05-23T18:50:00.000+08:00

-charLENE: ' maybe some day will come, '

i slept with my stitch today ;DDD wahahahs,
yvonne gave it to me ! thanks thanks,
hahahaha, stitch so cute larhs!
okay, you might be thinking slept with it meaning in a bad way,
wahahs, but if your minds are kept clean,
then you won't think that way haha,
okay ~~whatever~~ on with my post,
school was quite alright today,
i passed overall wors, haha, kinda surprised, and the best part
is that my parent's don't need to see my form teacher ;DD
wahahas, even nicer,

in the morning, i needed to fill my water bottle,
then i walked with ES wahahahs,
then coz one of the stalls cooking so chill stuffs,
so she sneezed!! OMG! ): wahahahs, so... qi guai,
yao si lars, mich keeps on touching my stitch today,
she said that it was bloody cute, ahhhh !
wth, since when she likes stitch derhs?
if yvonne didn't bring and give it to me, i don't think so
you even liked it before larhs! irritating!
i'm trying to be a more civillised person,
like what sareeta and yvonne said waahahahhas,
not using bad words in my post,
haha, so ~~whatever~~ luhs,

and i realised something, there's this mass on friday,
which is the last day luhs, i don't feel like going )):
i've been damn sleepy these few days, lack of sleep,
hurs, so sad, but anw, holidays are coming up!
i want to go to sentosa! and i mean it luhs,
yvonne doesn't want to go ): wth, so sad!
family day is coming! rawrs! can't wait! (:
and my birthday is coming, wahhahas, *hints*

i just love mars to venus larhs! xing fu shuang ren quang!
wahahahas! it rocks! so cute, huang bi ren and tay ping hui,
anw, after school, went bowling at csc, with belinda, geralda,
jacinth, yvonne, vanessa and hanling, score was bloody digusting,
first game was 115,
second game was 87 -.-
third game was 101 ?
wahahas, lousy larhs, just imagine if in the competition
i play like this and get this kinda score, DIE LAHS!
and i had forgotten that my ball is in the mids of re-drilling,
awwwww, so i used the house ball -.-
dumb right? haha,

then we went to parkway to eat, coz the stupid
vending machine at csc sucked up my $2.60
idiot right? stupid lahs! then had to report, wahahas,
so lame larhs ! rawrs, then ate at the food court,
and guess who we saw, mr karib, ms sue and mr pang,
wahahahahas, so retarded lahs, and they all were eating
yu cha kueh, -.- dumb haha,
ms sue kept looking at us, so retarded lahs,
then belinda and vanessa and to leave, so me and yvonne walked as usual,
then my stitch drop on the floor -.-
i cried because of it , wahahhahahas, coz it's too cute le!
can't bear to part with it after spending time with it,
hahahaha ~~whatever~~ . thanks yvonne again!

there's lessons tomorrow ): stupid! rawrs!
i don't want!!! ): i'll sleep again like today :DDDD
fun hahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahaha xD

oh yarhs! i didn't add on,
JOVIN NG droped my pink nike water bottle today !!
$%&@* zzz! freak ! ): now it's not nice, stupid!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE JUNIOR!

2007-05-22T19:17:00.000+08:00

-charLENE: ' i'm waiting for your return ' .

eh, i'm dead~~~
i failed four subjects, ahhhhh!
English - passed.
Math- failed.
Chinese- failed.
Science- failed.
Literature- passed.
History- failed.
Art- passed.
haiz, this holidays, must work hard already,
just thinking of it makes me feel ...
um, depressed .

eh, i'm not in the mood now luhs,
i want to tell the world that i want to go to sentosa
ASAP!
i shall blog tomorrow, when i have the mood or what,
i'm feeling... kinda weird now,
eh, and i don't know why,

2007-05-21T17:13:00.000+08:00

-charLENE: ' success is getting what you want ; happiness is wanting what you get. '

Disorder	Your Score
Major Depression:	Slight-Moderate
Dysthymia:	Moderate
Bipolar Disorder:	Very Slight
Cyclothymia:	Slight
Seasonal Affective Disorder:	Moderate
Postpartum Depression:	N/A
Take the Depression Test

see! how stressed i am, wahahahahhaas,
take it too okays !

i cried today :C hurs,
maybe due to tension barhs ?
in the morning, i felt very emotional,
the destress was there ,
had stupid reading, it was a total bore,
reading=total bore, WAHAHAS,

results! gosh, got me all tensed up,
today, only received d&t and english,
and gosh, i'm okay with the marks,
d&t for the paper i failed wahahas,
but overall i had 70/100 wahahahas, my design's ugly,
but i don't really quite understand how the heck i gain my marks,
wahahahas, mine's plain thou ,
I WANT TO BRING IT HOME !
my english, i thought i failed at first by 2 marks,
so i counted 38 at first!
but after that, i saw that there were 2 more extra marks,
wahahahhas, how blur of mieeee ;X
and plus there were 2 more extra marks,
coz two questions were marked wrongly, so i had 42 for overall! wahahaaa,

many many many things happened today,
but i can't remember,

having serious SHORT-TERM rahs,
oh wells, anyway, during assembly, i had to sit infront due to the
lack of space behind. ;X RAHS!
make me even more pek cek luhs,
fustrated mr karib luhs, say what move infront.
then the whole row had to move, wahahaas.
had the councilor sort of talk session,
and coz i was sitting infront,
I WAS SPOTTED BY AT,
i darn hate her, BIA-TA-CH,
RAHS, ~~whatever~~ the sight of her makes me wanna puke,
and when someone asked this question :
why can't we wear transparent earstiks on our other ear holes?
i was like eh ? wahahas, coz on my ear,
all the holes are filled with stiks,
apart from the top want on the right luhs, wahahahas.

then stayed back wif gen, michelle, and some other people,
ate with mrs goh, then followed gen to talk to es,
and i swear i didn't know that she was so fair luhs!
WHAT THE HELL!!
wahahahas, gen asked me if i was jealous,
-.-! please luhs, i standng beside you,
can see already man yi cans? wahahahas,
i'm not serious, don't take it to heart yeahs?
wahahas, i can't change the darn colour,
rahs! ES is pretty ;DDDDD hehs, fine ~~so whatever~~
wahahas,
ES IS SO FAIR, LIKE ME? WAHAHAHAHAAS!

my birthday is 7 days away~~~ i'm not counting down wahahas,
maybe, i ain't looking forward to it, ;C

2007-05-20T21:05:00.000+08:00

-charLENE: ' i'm starting to differentshade things between me and you , '

i finally made my blogskin!
very man yi with it wahahahahas!
and i took 5 hours, wahahahas!
shucks! i'm totally in love with penguins!
and you know what i mean mouse ;D
rahs!
my blogskin got this irritating problem,
the font cannot make small small!
went out as a whole family today!
haven't done that for a thousand years can! ;D
wahahahas, what did i buy today ?
nothing? wahahahahs,
wait, eh. i seriously didn't apart from eating ben and jerrys,
there wasn't any strawberry cheesecake!
irrating! strawberry cheesecake rocks to the max!
so i ended up eating cookie dough and mini choco chip .
not too bad, cookie dough is the best!

and ate my ji pa, it's nice! xD
i eat alot today lehh , wahahahas,
i'm in a good mood today larhs!
don't know why, but tomorrow got school!
felicia ain't coming to school ):
she's done with some sickness ,
hope she gets well soon!
and of course, this coming wednesday
is my dear junior's birthday ;DDD
going kbox with her ba,
she's calling loads of peopoos,

i scared to sing then ;X
makes me feel pai sehs, wahahahas,
PENGUINS , PENGUINS, PENGUINS,
arghs, i start to love them like hell,
~~whatever~~ finally tomorrow's the last week of school!
SENTOSA here i come!
can't wait can ?

i swear i yearn for you voice,
penguinlove<3

2007-05-19T18:53:00.000+08:00

-charleneLENE: ' a moment of folly, a lifetime of regrets. '

training sucked today, rahs,
i was pratically falling asleep and due to the
coldness in the bowling alley,
i was practally freezing to death.
hurs ;X
i feel that tension for trainings nowdays.
i don't know why, rahs,
while bowling today,
auntie evelyn asked me something when i was going bak
to my place,

auntie evelyn: what's your name ar?

me: Charlene [and i smiled] ;D

auntie evelyn: oh okay she laughed and said good throw.

haha, so cute ;DDD
coz i had a strike wahahahahas,
rahs, i'm very stressed now,
vanessa, sharelda, pei si, elizabeth, susanne, louisa, emma, belinda.
yvonne, stephanie, fiona are darn good! wahahahhahas,
while on the other hand,
me, jacinth, bridgette and geralda are also not bad
but i sucked like hell, HAHA,
and one more person in the team,
wendy, i suppose is not good?
eh. i don't know,
i mean Ee chiun is like better than her luhs.
no offence ;X

i wondered why she didn't get in ):
hurs, today training actually quite fun,
ms tan was being funny today! HAHAHA.
avina is the newly appointed chairman ;D
wahahahahahas, and of course,
ms tan want's a junior leader,
and names were given into her,
heng i wasn't one of them luhs! ;DDD
WAHAHHAHA, i didn't want to be one of them.
heavy duties to cary,
and so i was happy luhs wahahahas,

gave my ball to the man to re-drill,
it will cost me $40 ):
and the darn person who is gonna re-drill my ball
is darn lazy luhs,
he only does his duties when he is asked to do it,
other than that, he won't do it,
~~lazy pig,~~
this is how he earns his money,

oh wells, some people are just born to be like that,
so cannot blame them larhs.
after training, went to parkway,
arcarde! wahahahas, ages since i last played,
;DDD i spent my money on about 1kg of sweets luhs,
WAHAHAHHAS, coz i had jackpot,
but no stitch ): stupid machine,
cheat my feelings niarhs!

I LOVE STITCH (:

can tell right? wahahahas,

eh wait, no can't HAHAHA,

i don't care, i'm gonna go all means to get that stitch!

and i promise. wahahahahas,

why no stitch and angel ? ):

after leaving from the arcarde,

i saw auntie evelyn n her husband wahahs.

and she opened her eyes wide,

making her look like a fishball, wahahahs,

then i received a msg from stephanie

saying that she saw ES a taka, hahaha,

wheeee, i was high ;DD hahahah,

anyway, my post is long for the day ,

i shall update some other time ?

or should i go on ?

nono i shouldn't , wahahahas,

sigh, laughter is the best medcine,

i miss you badly you know,

if only i could tell you those three words,

but i wasn't brave enough to go up to you,

i would if i had the guts to,

but i didn't ,

i just wanna hear you say those three words,

2007-05-18T18:50:00.000+08:00

-charLENE: ' we all make mixtakes in life, nobody is perfect' .

if you respect my privacy,
then you had better not read what is written below,
__

on a friday morning, i thought everything will turn out just fine,
but just then, something bad happens,
and everyone starts to talk about you,
ignores you, stares at you, gossips about you,
and you feel that everyone close around you starts to disappear,
now you feel lost in some random world,
terrible things start to happen ,
and even your mood affects you,
you start doodling things on your hands,
your papers that you have,
and realised that everything you scribbled is actually love stuffs,
you start thinking about it,
and tears just keep trickiling down your check,

and yes, i'm neglected once and again,
i'm not surprised or anything,
but uh, it's just that, there's this feeling
inside me that i should just ignore you pepoos,
sigh,
weird thoughts just come thru me,
on the other hand,
i've got good news, and of course
with good news, there's bad news,

good news number 1,
i passed my literature with flying colours,
not quite bad, 70/100 ,
highest was BELLE ANG(:
i love her to bits n piceses,
she rocks! she's the smartest person i class,
like duh so luh!;D

good news number 2,
i passed my art ;D wahahahahahs,
first time in history in my sec 2 life that i passed art ;D
wahahahahahahahahahahahas,
oh so yeahs(:

bad news ,
I failed my math and science,
science, first time in history,
i just couldn't take it but broke down in tears,
)): SCIENCE LEHH!
I LOVE SCIENCE FOR GOD SAKE!
rahs, and of course, sobs sobs luh! )):
my science, anw, i slept when mr lim went thru
the math paper ;X hehs,
was darn tired!
actually didn't want to go to school today ,
but bo bian, wei le kan yi xie ren,
wo bian yao lai shang xue, ;d
and of course, check papers luhs,

haiz, i feel like ending my life ,
and i checked the bowling board,
i'm in , but .. not in the school team,
i mean, yahs, i'm in but..
i'm just a reserved, ;D
better chances of pon-tening classes(:
just sit there , and cheer huh ?
wahahahahahahas, ;D

and i've got training tmrol)):
my saturday is taken away ~~~
SIGH,
i think DDR is fun! ;D
wahahahahhahahas,

my ear hurts like crazyy )):

i miss you like HELL!
can we turn the clock and make the time faster?
i swear, i'll give you my 100%
)):

2007-05-17T17:40:00.000+08:00

-charLENE: 'my mood's affecting me like crazy' .

i don't know but i'm not feeling well,
my head is spinning,
and my current mood is affecting me like hell,
rahs!
what could be the cause of it?
my ear seems bruised wahahahas,

stoning at home is really not a good idea,
you either stone, or use the internet,
doesn't make any difference luhs!
chinese dramas are a bore!
but mars to venus rocks like crazyy,
loved it(:
hehs, it's so funny!
huangbiren and taypinghui are funny and cute!

i like them ! :D
haha,

school tmrol,
going to school, makes me very sian!
you stare at the teacher,
the teacher stares at you,
wahahahahahas, there's seriously nothing to do,
peepoo, better bring uno or card games that can be brought,
no ~~gambling cards~~ yeahs?
if not prepare to die luhs!
wahahahahahahahahahahahas,

You're currently being missed
day by day,
night after night,
independence is what i really need.
i can't be relying on people all the time.

2007-05-16T22:53:00.000+08:00

-charLENE: ' /sweetest memories ' .

blogger is back to normal(:
finally can blog in P.E.A.C.E,

150fmay
kboxed!((:
met stephanie at my house bustop
thn took 36,
was boring can?!
i was having deep thoughts :DDD
hehs,
anw kbox marina DARN DARN big can?!
HAHAHA!
sang songs and stuffs,
the S.H.E PLAY NOT OUT YET! )):
was sadded!
thn in the middle,
stephanie had to leave so we stay till ard 6 plus
and then we left for the arcarde,

played racing and i won yvonne((:
LOLL, n the papapa game HAHA,
whatever you call it,
darn fun ((:

being pushed by two people ain't easy for me,

160fmay
stonned at home for while,
then headed for eunos wif hi-5partner and brenda,
surprisingly, brenda was late -.-!
she took a taxi can?!
HAHAHA, thn took a train to bugis
the 77th street is gone! -.-!
bloody hell!! HAHA,
so we went to PS,
and brenda claims that there's no 77th street in ps,
-.-! i wondered whyy,
BRENDA HAS SERIOUS STM?!
LMAOO,

then we saw Nathaniel and Jeremy Kwan from pss2,
i was like eh? HAHA,
if i wasn't wrong they thought that we were stalking them -.-!
we wern't k.
then walk bak to ps coz i wanted to pierce my ear,
so we walked n we saw them again can?!
but this time, got extra person Wee Jian haha,
and i was like in 77th street,
they were like across,
and they caught me staring at them when i wasn't!
HAHA,
pierced my ear((:

I SUDDENLY WANT TO BOWL!!

2007-05-16T11:55:00.001+08:00

MARINA KBOX ROOM8!! [:

2007-05-15T09:46:00.001+08:00

-charLENE: 'for a moment, i'm missing you badly'.

all the papers ended[:
i'll flunk my art for sure,
i was painting like crazy
and drawing like siao[:
i didn't manage to paint it properly,
due to the lack of time managment i had)):
art exams are actually quite fun!
can walk ard((:
take water, throw the sharperner stuffs,
but cannot talk -.-!

after art, went csc,
but the bloody guard don't let us go in.
so we walked to parkway,
ate pastamania((:
then after that decided to bowl at marine bowl,
there sucks like hell alright!
but managed to get strikes and spares,
coz for the past one week,
i've been playing like pratically the whole week.
LOL, so yeah, got used to it,

then, played two games and head off
for macs,
ice cream cones((:
they are loved!
haha, i like the last part,
i'm currently craving for them.)):
i shall eat them later haha,
then went home to change
and played abit of bball,
the swing damn fun!
but yvonne got scared when i pushed her -.-!
LOL, she was litterly screaming her head of luh!
HAHA,

enuf of typing,
i'm gonna go kbox later
wif yvonne vanessa and stephanie?
so little)):
i want more! haha,
later then confirm luh!

I said on Sunday how much I want revival
But then on Monday I can’t even find my bible
Where’s power, the power of the cross in my life?
I’m sick of playing the game of religion
I’m tired of loosing my reason for living
Where’s power, the power of the cross in my life?

I’m not content just to walk through my life
Giving in to the lies walking in compromises
Now we cried out as a generation that was lost
But now is found in the power of the cross

We believe in You,
we believe in the power of the cross and it’s true
We believe in You,
so we lay down the cause that the cross might be found in You

I’m not satisfied living in my own ways
I’m not satisfied to do church and walk away
I’m not satisfied there’s no love in my life but You

I’m not satisfied living in yesterday’s hour
I’m not satisfied to have the form but not power
I’m not satisfied oh Lord I am crucified in You

2007-05-12T19:35:00.001+08:00

-charLENE:'holding back memories<3'.

my s.h.e's album is here!
all hails![:
went tm wif stephanie[:
camwhore all the way,

random post,
shall update some other time,
gonna start on art,
before mummy comes nagging and all,
haven't even started on it!
shucks!
blehs,

i can now update in peace,
mum went to sleep , blehs,
she's tired,
poor her,
tomorrow's mother's day somemore,
bought mummy's present[:

felt like a mummy's girl haha,
nono, ~~whatever.~~
i can't draw for nuts,
how i wished i had
this machinefor me to draw or sth,
it's darn pissing off la.

rahs! i broke my testtube)):

benbenloveskuku[:
kukulovesbenben[:

~~artsucks!~~

2007-05-11T22:38:00.001+08:00

-charLENE: 'i'm in that holiday mood again'.

yeah. exams are over.
just that for art.
i hope i merry merry flunk it.
haha. no offence to those who love art.
or whatever.
screwed up math paper 2, science and d&t.
it's so shity.
darn hard.

i swear i'll screw up art,
i haven't started on anything yet luh!
bwahhas. i'm too high to start anything,
people rushing me to get things done,
hopefully, i'll fail my art, [:

i'm happy for you,
as you are going to come back
and stay! AHHHHHH!
[: i knew that i could trust you,

i found a random website by sharelda[:
hahaha.
www._______.youarelame.com
just put your name there underlined. HAHA!
try it!

2007-05-08T17:19:00.000+08:00

-charLENE: ' i'm stare at you and you pretended you didn't see me'.

today just sucked as usual.
math pap was actually easy!
but during the test,
i happily was having a mental block.
so i couldn't think properly.
damnit!
i'm praying that i'll pass at least?
if i don't make it,
i'll most probably kill myself,
rawrs.

bussed to macs and met alot of ppl.
parkway was having some stupid
emergency exercise thingy.
it was bloody lame i swear,
then walked to library.
studied for while,
and some stupid girls came to sprinkle water at us,
nahbehs,
just becoz i sort of lectured them
as they were walking
and lefting up their skirts
to let us see their sexy legs.
ho. ~~whatever~~

literature tomorrow,
study and let me pass alright?

if the world is to end now, do you have any regrets ?
yea, i have.
i regret not studying better, really,
i regret not treating you better,
giving in to my cowardice.
honestly, if i'm just able to hold a concert,
i'll die with no regrets.
memories, will never ever be deleted.
they are just being forgotten.

none of us did wrong, we just lost to time.i>

2007-05-07T18:25:00.001+08:00
-charLENE: ' nothing's coming out.'

com is finally okay.
so i'm so called back to blogging,
well i'll be away for sure,
i jus came back unknowingly,

well first of all,
history paper was today,
it was the killer paper,
i swear that i'll most probably flunk it,
then we had oral,
it sucked like anything,
got mrs guna and
i only got like 27/40,
damnit.

why is that problems always lie within me,
why can't it be other people?
if running away can stop all the problems for coming,
i'll asure you that
i'll run far far away where you can't find me,
i promise,

i've made a stupid mistake as to
not let go of you,
i sleep, i wake, but i try to break everything,
loving you has made me feel this way,

i tried to let go of you,
but unknowingly i still can't help but think of you,
i walked infront of you and smiled at you happily,
i couldn't hestitate to keep staring back at you,
when i smiled at you,
you didn't smile back,
at that time,
i know that something was not right,
i felt a sense of being lost,
and could not bring myself to anything,
i tried my best to forget you,
but why can't i just do it?
if only you knew that i still loved you,

2007-05-03T18:40:00.000+08:00
-charLENE: 'tomorrow, a miracle will happen i guess'.

the friends around me are very nice.
but it's just that i'm feeling extra nowadays.
i don't know why.
i start to have thoughts about it.
aand i felt so kuku during recess today.

carmen came to me and said.
carmen:oh yah! charlene...
you know that angel, on ur project?
it's my friend's want and she wants to have it back.
charlene:WHAT?! but my friend said it's hers.
carmen:no! it's my friend's want.
charlene: huh?!haha. wth. errr. and how am i suppose
to take it out?!LOL!
carmen: errr. that's the problem.. i dunoooo haha.
charlene: errrrr okay wth. zz. thanks for telling me. :D
then i told myself that she lied to me again.
time and again.
can't she just get a life?
i mean i know she hates me whatsoever.
but wtf? i've got feelings okay.

tomorrow is ur last day,
i'm putting all the memories back to where they belong,
coz if u ain't replying,
i shall learn to forget you.
i'm actually, learning how to forget you.
i dunwan anything shity to happen or turn out.
i feel damned.
AT is damn irritating.
she was lyke talking to her.
fuck her off larhs. nbcb kia.

what's the point of wishes, if they can never be fulfilled ?
what's the point of wishes,
if whatever you wished for is always being criticized ?
there's no point in wishing,
i just do that to keep myself going and believing.
there's no point in wishing,
if no effort is put in to fulfill it.

wishing upon a star,
how naïve can a person get ?
condemned time and time again,
when will a person not feel inferior ?
things that i believed in,
disappointed me again and again.
hopes came crashing down continuously,
and slowly, i began giving up.

don't believe in stars, except for those that you can see.i hope a miracle happens tmrw.

2007-05-02T18:23:00.000+08:00
-charLENE: i'm feeling alone.

currently, i feel left out.
i feel like as thou i'm a failure.
i feel negleted.
i'm a saddist now.
i swear that i've failed on you people.
i was very sad this morning.
coz i thought she wasn't here.
so i was a saddist.

i'm fed-up with all the shity stuffs.
i just want to be a happy and normal person.
but my thought and feelings,
just fail me.
some words just fail me.
i'm desprete for her love.

the letter of hope,
i gave it to you.
whatever happens,
i swear i'll respect your desicion.

folded straw-hearts for you.
it took me 10 over hours just to do them,
will you acpect them?
i swear i fucking miss you.

just 2 more days wif you.
do you think i can survive without you?
i don't think so.

2007-05-01T21:53:00.000+08:00
-charLENE: i'm better of without you.

should i be damn angry or sad?
my mother doesn't allow me to buy my phone.
i shall got rob so bank and fled after robing it.
i fucking want my phone can?!

it's you that i want.
i just want to see your face forever.
seeing your face makes my day.
it's just gives me that feeling in my heart.

i'm really stubborn when it comes to things that i want.
people discourage me,
and they get angry at me if i refuse to listen to them.
but i want to do it no matter what,
so just let me be!

things that i don't know,
won't hurt me.so just keep it away from me,
unless it's something i really need to know.
words inside me, rushing to get out.
words of sorrowness,
words of happiness.

to me, this is the perfect moment to be together.
the bright lights, the empty streets.
no squeezing, no rushing, no noises, just you and me.

who asked me out in the middle of the night to,
walk alone in the streets?
giving me a scene of someone tapping me from behind.
is that person you ? i'm just so unsure.

somehow, i came to realise that some words,
are better left to yourself.
sometimes, when you say it out,
that person will make fun of you when you least expected it.
and at that moment, you'll just feel so hurt,
but all you can do is pretend it doesn't mean anything to you.

but that's not the worst.
the worst is if your listener puts you down.
like no matter what you say,
your listener will criticize it and make you feel like shit.

i'm gonna try my luck to forget you.

if nothing is stoping me, i'll confess to you again.
just trying to let go is real hard.

2007-04-30T23:35:00.000+08:00
CHARLENE: ' letting go of you, unable to retrieve anything. '

chinese paper was okay-okay.
but i swear i'll screw it up.
coz i'm not confident in myself.
ghost ship is nice, currently watching it now.

i use words to portray our love.
it's all written in a book, a book i occasiaonlly take out.
reliving the past, the past i miss so much.
start boxing and highlighting words that belong to you and me,
and striking out words that hurt me once.

losing you, i start to differentiate love and hate.
losing you, i start to get stronger day by day.
losing you, i found the negative side of me.
you made me want to self-improve,
you've made me want to protect myself.
losing you, may be a blessing in disguise.

i swear, losing you has made me feel this way.
i tried to mend my ways but i just couldn't.
tears just kept tricking down my cheeks.
if loving you has made me feel this way,
can't you just give me a chance to sacrifice just for you.

i start to get out of my shy side.
i don't bother about things i know i'll be unhappy with.

maybe it's time for me to wake up from this beautiful but nightmarish dream.

the sunset's so beautiful, i turned away, afraid to see.

2007-04-29T16:23:00.000+08:00
CHARLENE: "YouMadeMeFallForYou".

well well well. tmrw is chinese MidYears.
so sucky. i'm so smart i didn't bring home my chinese stuffs.
=.= heng i got my sister's chinese cheng yu book.
can at least learn some stuffs. ((:
again didn't go anywhere.
suppose to go library but once and again nver go.
so i'm gonna study at 4 or 5.
study till about 10 and have a good nites sleep.

((: i'm still looking for that song in munirah's blog.
i like strawberry pocky!! it's damn nice! ((:
Pucca is also nice! i also like the lilo and stitch biscuits! haha.
they all are nice. ((:

i like HappyTreeFriends de Cub and Sniffles.
they both so cute!
if have character figurines of them , i will for shure buy them! :D

i feel like going WildWildWet. )):
anybody want to go on Tuesday?
haha. i sound like as thou exams ended alr.
no lor. they jus started. =.=
i'm not making any more skins hahas. after exams!

PICTURE TIME!

CUB!

Sniffles!
<3

2007-04-28T21:28:00.000+08:00
everybody.
Happytreefriends made me cried larhs!
omg. watch a video. the limb broken that wan.
its funny but sad. omg i cried haha.
www.happytreefriends.com
<3

2007-04-28T18:17:00.000+08:00
stoned at home today.
supposed to go to the library wif yvonne
but in the end we both dunwan go hahas. :D
sorry for the change of plans. =X
tmrw we might be going to some library to study chinese.
i'm damn smart luh. i know monday got chinese,
i had to be so smart to leave all my chinese notes
and stuffs inside the locker.
plus my damned locker the key dunnoo fly go whr le lahs.
damn irritating!

i'm currently stoning like i've never stoned before.
i'm bloody sian can?!
i was so sian until i had to play maple this morning.
i've got nothing to study for chinese larhs!
shit. i think chen zhen shows favouritism towards me.
coz on thursday we had some test letter writing thingy
that we had to memories larhs.
then i could only remember abit niars.

the paper was quite empty.
coz i was having a stupid mental block.
then she took my paper n mark
and she gave me 5/10 when the others
also around so-so like mine got 2/3 out of 10.
so i was wondering why she passed me
when mine was about the same as the others?
hurs.

she also asked me to pushed the table for her and stuffs
and of course gave out newspapers
and she was being retarded on thursday.
she made us sit according to our register numbers
n i being number 1 was infront and she made
us walk to 206 just to sit in that class
coz we have to sit thr for our test on monday.
RTD! -.-!

ms jane left for Holland alr.
sads! she didn't even say goodbye or sth haaa.
i'll miss her. she's a nice art teacher.
but why does all art teachers leave without saying anything?
i think ms jane is a cool and interesting art teacher.
but she damn emo larhs! HAHA!
MS JANE! WE'LL MISS YOU!

i wan to buy my cyber shot!
i wan to buy my adidas watch!
i wan to buy my 5300!
i wan to buy my patrick starz pillow!
i wan to buy 4D and strike first prize!--> LOL.
i wan to buy my S.H.E album!
omg. see,
CHARLENE:i wan to buy so many things. but do i have the money?
NO. =="

i swear i must cherish this one last week.
other wise, everything will go to a waste.
i really hope to see you again.
i really don't want to suffer without you.
if i had the chance, i would ask if you could stay.
but i couldn't.
words can't really express myself.
you don't understand me at all.

TO EVERYBODY:
i'm sorry if i've done anything or say anything to hurt you.
but please. I don't mean to say those things to you.
i know that i'm mean and nasty at times
but i swear i don't think before i speak.
therefore, i'm real sorry for everything that i've done.

CHARLENE: NobodyWannaSeeUsTogether. <3
currently listening to: Akon- Don't matter.

2007-04-27T19:23:00.000+08:00
CHARLENE: i'm living in my own damned world.

haven't updated for ages! -.-!
due to exams! it started today!
i die luh. fail alr can. i slept during the english paper.
-.-i left four to five questions of the cloze passage blank!
shit! i swear i'll fail. even the summary
i only used material from paragraph 2-4 when
they say mus use from paragraph 2 to the end of the passage!
ah shit shit shit! i'm dead can!
i pray that i'll pass. T.T i wan to cry.

oh anw. yesterday it rained and there was thunder.
then the thunder so loud until the whole floor shaked HAHA!
:DDDDDD lame. shaked twice can! LOL!
i swear my internet sucks now! it's horrible.
i dunno what the heck happened.
rawrs. today was such a random day please.
greated PH n SG haha. sg was being lame i swear.
i SG thought i was lame and stared at me weirdly.
while PH smiled. :DDD i was high.
her smile is inspirational haha i dunno why.

but i think that it is very inspirational.
i really dunno what will happen to me if she goes.
oh wells. i'll pray for a miracle to happen or sth i guess.
=) must always find ways to be happy and not sad.
what MRS GOH SAID! HAHA!
:DD stoned at parkway after school.
PRINTED THE PICTURES!
THANKS TO TAY YVONNE FOR THE PICTURES OKAY!! <3
SHE SO NICE CAN?! HAHA!!
this morning they both were standing infront.
oh hahas.

i was shocked. and i smiled to myself.
and said: WHY NOT? HAHA.
to myself can. oh haha. people might think that i'm mad.
nothing to say anw.
ONE MORE WEEK TILL THEY GO!
I'M DAMN SADDED! ARGHS!
i've come to realise that PH is nice hahas.
sarsastic. oh wells.
i'm in my own little world.
damned! i keep getting stomach ache.
irritating luh. pain can. =(

2007-04-25T14:02:00.001+08:00
i'm in school now hahas.
i will come home to blog later.
my hand is darn pain thanks the the blister on my hand -.-!
SHIT larhs! LOL.
DARN pain larhs.
even i type also got problem sia.
i shall blog later at home.

i slept at 7.59 yesterday -.-!
stupid larhs! jus to avoid some people at home.
freak.
i feel like PON TENING SCHOOL.
(: rawrs lols.
okay serious i'll blog later.
ES WENT HOME ALR! )):

i was so sad larhs! )):
then yvonne ask me to ask her why she go home so early.
so she shouted and then she turned ard and looked larhs!
LOL!

2007-04-23T19:03:00.000+08:00
CHARLENE:well there's nothing left for me to say now.
SIAN!
school was okay today. just that gen had headache.
so i followed her down to the office
for oil or something to help her.
and the oil helped her i guess. =)
asked ES if she had pannadol.
she was so fierce larhs! hahas! even i got scared of her. =/
but she's nice kay hahas. :DDDD
in some ways she is lols.

tmrw there's retest for PFT. i wan to go kay hahas.
I FAIL MY FCKING PULL UPS.
LIKE DAMN LARHS!
i was darmn pissed can hahas. -.-
I PASSED MY ENGLISH SUMMARY!!
i went high can hahas. half the class failed and i passed. :DDDD
so happy larhs hahas. felt that sense of achivement.
not being proud or anything but yarhs.
HAPPY for myself thou.

I want to wear sport shoes for PFT tmrw hahas.
:DDDDD doesn't it remind you of both of them? LOL!
ES n PH larhs. lols. =)
nono. It won't remind you of them haha.
it so doesn't larhs! HAAAAA!
PH still has 2 more weeks larhs genevieve!
dun anyhow cheat my feelings can.
make me so sad only larhs you!
ANYHOWING! LOL.
i passed by PH and greeted her larhs!
hahas. she went pass my class can or not?! LOL.
and marietta whacked me today.

MICHELLE CHANG ALSO! anyhowing only larhs!
pain can or not?! lols. =P but i also whacked them back.
LOL! so no difference larhs. michelle was so horney today.
sick- thou lols. -.- she tried to sort of seduce me wif a pen.
-.- haha retartded way but yarhs! A PEN!
sick marhs! LOL!
and jolene was so wrong today.

she tore the paper of the sanairty pad and stucked it on the board.
retarded larhs! then me and jolyn took it to
draw some red stains on it and repasted it back on the board!
DAMN RETADED LARHS! and so there was like
DIKIT BARIK OUTSIDE THE CLASS
so noisy! the man bang bang the thing coz spoil.
then wan fix in new one lols. -.-
and the whole class started laughing larhs!
SO DAMN LOUD!
THE CLASS TODAY WAS WRONG CAN!

i've come to realised that 201
is a fcking corrupted class larhs! LOL!!
and i love them truckloads please! =)

2007-04-22T20:58:00.001+08:00
PEGGYCHANG IS IN-
LOL. i like her personality.
i'll continue watching. hahas.
HAVE FUN everyone!
school's starting tmrw.
arghs. shucks. i've got homework right?
LOL. never mind.
i shall rush it tmrw.
tata everyone.

2007-04-22T16:31:00.000+08:00
CHARLENE: If that day ever comes, trust me, i'll won't let you regret it.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=HYokLWfqbaU&eurl=

Marietta asked me to watch it.
and so i watch it. it's damn funny can!
HAHA! watch it too. it's like some art docomentary.
hilarious. anw. not going out for today.
just staying at home and stone.
nothing else.
heard gen wants to do sth wif PH n ES tmrw.
haha! and so.. i shall follow along
and be a idiotic freak.[x

to me, this is the perfect moment to be together.
the bright lights, the empty streets.
no squeezing, no rushing, no noises, just you and me.

who asked me out in the middle of the night to walk alone in the streets ?
giving me a scene of someone tapping me from behind.
is that person you ? i'm just so unsure.

somehow, i came to realise that some words are better left to yourself.
sometimes, when you say it out,
that person will make fun of you when you least expected it.
and at that moment,
you'll just feel so hurt but all you can do is
pretend it doesn't mean anything to you.
but that's not the worst.
the worst is if your listener puts you down.
like no matter what you say,
your listener will criticize it and make you feel like shit.

if nothing is stopping me, i'll confess to you again.
but sadly, there seem to be an invisible barrier separating me from you.
i can do all sorts of things to cross the barrier to you.
but, it won't help if you keep running away.
when i look at you, i have the confidence to be with you.
but sometimes, i just don't want to bother about you.

not saying hi to each other, doesn't matter to me.
because even without saying hi, we both acknowledged each other.
and not everything needs words.
right now, it is just speechless love.

~~give me a second chance, to give you better memories.~~

that's me in red! haha! so random! i look like that mamemoo show the guy can!

some talents to show off by yeeching so cute lahs!

best friends. peanut n the mr banana.
my 'pretty' best fren! named
mother fitzwilliam! LOL!!!
haha!! so fake lahs.
i like mr jake. he's so cute. [:
thanks toyeeching for the wonderful talent that she has![:

2007-04-22T01:43:00.000+08:00
CHARLENE:: ' i wanna let you know that i care '

whole day not at home coz i went to church
wif my sister. hahas. quite fun.
then stayed back for cell. DAMN FUN
played some bang bang game hahas.
then i was high.
actually suppose to go swimming wif gen.
but my sister said if i dun go wif her,
she wont talk to me forever. -.-
so no choice mus go lor.

but didn't regret lahs. my sister is jealous.
HAHA! coz S****** shoke my hand.
and i ain't tell who the person is. :DDDD
hahas. my sister was so interested to know.
and everybody in church went like
OMG OMG OMG! i thought u were mel for a second.
HAH! i reali look like my sister?!
LOL!! everyone says that i'm older than my sister.
oh wells hahas. coz i'm taller than her?!
OH MY! hahas. thank you thank you. :DDD

but i dun like to be old =P hahas.
dinnered at downtown. fish soup<3 it rocks lah!
then went to macs to stone for awhile.
saw a cockroach at our place thr.
Vanessa and Rachel were like screaming. haha!
everyone looked at them! HAHA! then we moved place.
then at that place, also got a cockroach! HAHAHA!
i went like erm. sorry to disturb but...
there's a cockroach down there.
i haven end my sentence,
they both started screaming again!
HAHA! i wanted to add and dun scream please.
LOL! and everyone looked again.

we laughed. met alot of people. JOY! haha!
she's cute! sweet face and all. [:
then again, i think she looked like someone i know.
-FAMILAR FACE.
then went home. ): sads. actually, wanted to go
pooling. but then they changed their minds. ):
i wanted to cry can hahas. I WAN TO POOL!!
anw. i'm going to sleep now.
back's aching and all. ): yawns.
THROAT IS MUCH BETTER!
thank you all those who asked me to get well soon[:
(even thou still slow but i'm recovering fast!)
THANKS!

friendships, i put in great effort to build them.
i gave all i've got, not expecting any pay backs.
and the outcome ?i don't exist in their hearts at all.

2007-04-20T23:53:00.000+08:00
CHARLENE: i'm living everyday for you.

i'm going to cook an egg maybe later or tmrw.
failed math test hahas. zero for it.
already knew that i would fail it hahas.
so it doesn't make a difference to anything.

anw. today's blog post will be just words.
yesterday's voice disappeared like how amazing.
this morning, throat just damn dry but after that
my voice came back :D and i was so relieved that i finally can talk.
the voice was there. it came back hahas.
so i was happy and all :DDDD

went to school , met sherry, mouse and weeling as usual.
then went up to class to put stuffs down and had morning exercise.
~~MR GAN~~ did the exersice.
omg he was so freak lahs. Mrs Sim does it better than him okay.
way much better. i rather do Mr Lee's exercise in the hall can.
more exciting. even the music can hear so loud.
and guess what? MR GAN sang the YMCA part and
Mrs Sim was laughing hahas. random-

After morning exercise, went to look for Mrs Sim.
to hand in the her the NYAA form.
coz it's like dued today. so yeh had to hand it up.
i handed it up during recess that is. LOL.
then after that went up to class for literature.
it's such a ~~bore~~. sian. LITERATURE = BORING.
then had P.E :DDDD I LOVE PE LIKE HELL.
played captions ball and basketball. i just love it lahs.

PH was there. sitting wif a man hahas.
played wif Ms Lopez coz she wanted to play for FJL.
defination of FJL= Fun Joy Laughter.
LOL. at there netball court, i was high lahs hahas.
damn damn damn high. high until i cannot high hahas.
i kept on purposly wanna hit her, but failed. =/
then during captions ball, coz i goalpost.
so she was there looking at dunno what smiling. :DD
omg hahas. then when i wasn't the goalpost,
i had the ball in my hand and i was trying to gif it to nazar.
then gen went like 'omg! she's looking at you and smiling.'
sth like that. then i was like turning around looking hahas.

fun lor hahas. during the game, NL peaked too hahas.
he was there standing and smiling. [: lols.
random topic. then recess went to look for Mrs Sim again.
for NYAA. she sounded horse. but oh wells.
coz she just recovered from her sore throat and flu.
which i'm currently still having. arghs.
then talked for while and went to eat and change.
ART was stupid okay! had to do some stupid test.
what close eyes and draw things.
which i in the end still fail by 5 freaking marks.
oh what the heck?!

~~math teacher PMSED.~~ LOL.
didn't get back history papers if not i know i'll confirm
be emotional and stuffs so yehs.
heng ah! didn't stay back after school.
but gen did. and she had one to five sessions wif some people.
PH used my name for 203's class for the compo letter writing!!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. hahas.
i wondered what made her do that.
use my name. HAHA! i'm so like high lor hahas.

:DDDDD anyways. i'm low/high. hahas.
jovin's phone got confiscated thanks to maribeth.
i dun have the mood to think what my emotions are right now.
so yehs hahas. oh yeh anw. i'm [M-I-A ing] from the com soon.
coz have exams coming up.
so yeh. i'll blog not that often or maybe i won't even appear online.

three words, eight letters, one beautiful meaning. I LOVE YOU.

2007-04-19T19:03:00.000+08:00
CHARLENE: I can't learn to let go of you .

i just can't learn to let go of you -
sighs . school was alright today . just that
my fucking voice ... DISAPPEARED!
i was damn sadded okayes . so we got back
our science papers and i failed . :D oh wow hahas .
but overall i passed lei . hahas . my marks were 53
oh wow . even wonderfull . hahas .
then i couldn't talk can . wanted to ask mrs sim
about the NYAA thingy but couldn't find her .
so thought of looking for her after school .
but who knows , she happily disappeared from school lols .

so i guess i'll have to ask her everything tmr .
AND IT'S A MUST ! [: NYAA hahas .
here ~~i come~~ .
it's amazing how only 7 people can win last year lols .
i always wondered how come hahas .
why do people gif up during something that requires
confidence and faith and everything that u can think of .
oh wells . i shall try to peservere . :DDD
i'll do my best and make sure i dun back out
in the middle of no where .

gosh . math is a bore . =/ with all the graphs and all .
HOW THE HECK TO DRAW ?!
i feel so pissed luh . lols .
ms jane sort of scolded me .
she told me that i didn't finish my art sketches !
i know ! the second piece right ?
well i can't draw for nuts u see so i didn't cared
about the second piece . :DDDDDD
mind me . anw . today was the selection for the
bowling competition . i hope i dun get in .
coz i can't play for nuts .

highest score is only 106 . -.-'''
but people said that they saw my name in the list .
oh i guess they just wanna make me happy and all .
so yeh i guess it's not real . :(
and the com members will be told on the notice board .
HOPE I'M NOTHING IN BOWLING BUT JUST
A NORMAL PLAYER . :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
PH stopped when i walked pass hahas .
she was like giving examples of the sentance
then i walked passed and she stoped , and everyone
in the class started laughing .

reply of tags .
yvOnne;) : no luh ! no such thing hahas . :DDD
u're nice . hahas . it's a pleasure . thanks for joining us .
-CHERYL: yah . go cook egg hahas . and u can't
fuck audi . coz it's not a living thing ROFL . [:

things that i don't know, won't hurt me.so just keep it away from me,
unless it's something i really need to know.
words inside me, rushing to get out.words of sorrowness,
words of happiness.

i'm sitting at the front row, facing loneliness for the first and last time .

2007-04-18T18:43:00.000+08:00
CHARLENE: i'm learning how to get there .

TIRED! just came back from kbox
wif yvonne, genevieve and vanessa chan .
i felt very 'emo' today . didn't talk to michelle the whole day .
i felt that there wasn't anything to talk about .
so yeh i didn't and as usual, she keeps acting cute .
asking me why i was ignoring her and all .

i didn't reply . isit wrong ? PLEASE GIVE ME COMMENTS .
TAG ME AND TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO .
hur . anw ES came today . :D PH also
but didn't give a damn about it . =X
then during recess she was eating wif nl .

she kept staring at me . -.-'' then nl also .
i felt like eeyeer . arghs ? i'm in deep shit .
as usual, i'm always . that's why i can never ever go far .
anw . i'm gonna NYAA yehs hahas . :D
feeling low now . ~~d&t is horrible.~~ ayeer .
it's like shit can . my connection of the circuit is horrid .
at first can so soulder alr . then after that cannot. -.-''
stupid niars . rawrs . then recess and after that,
OC . had to sit outside . -.-'' so kuku coz never bring
the thing . so had to plan it outside . made me kuku hah .

i like HERSHEY'S kissables . :D if i'm ever feeling down ,
gif me that okayes ? heh . ^^ if u want luh .
never mind if u dunwan to . ~~my ipw group is irritating~~
i so hate them . haven't presented anything yet hahas .
so what luh . -.-'' my life is boring . everyday do the same
things . hahas . tmr bowling selection results .
hope i dun get in, coz i bring a bad impression to the team .
not forgetting the com members . they picking caption
and vice-caption . gen wants to be one hahas. :D

hope she does [:

the nemo sushi .

i wan to eat it mans . bwhahas . so cute .

i'm missing you . i can't let go of you .i try to wake, i try to break . i do everything silently for you .like me ? like me not .

2007-04-17T19:08:00.001+08:00
CHARLENE: i'm want to see the sunrise tmr wif u .

rawrs . school was horrible . PH didn't come today D:
i was trying to get high but i couldn't .
just couldn't . i'm having a mental block .
HAH! so i can't remember anything.
oh yeh . had three tests today ! what a day !
first was science. it was kinda okay .
then chinese letter writing . okay okay .
and then came history . still quite okay .
i know that i will confirm have 2 marks now hahas .

I HATE MICHELLE TO THE CORE .
she always lies to me. i asked her for a sweet coz
i was having a very bad sore throat . then she went like
no more lerr . acting cute as usual . * ah hems*
i need to breathe hard here . then during science.
mrs ho allowed us to study for out history
and guess what? mrs ho came walking towards her.
and she took her bag up and took out the bar of sweet.
still got alot okay . then i was like Zzomfgsh .
WHAT THE FUCK ?! uu liar . uu said uu didn't have
anymore and there u were infront of me taking the
WHOLE FREAKING BAR OF SWEET
infront of me ?! oh u ass . even irwina is better than u .
at least she still cares for me . not like u .

what act emo infront of me and tell me uu not feeling well .
oh MICHELLE is such and ass . and not forgetting
RACHEL LEE LU RAN oh that freak .
made me almost cry today . -.-''' wtf is wrong wif everybody?
i won't hestitate to cry infront of u okay! rawrs .
how i wished i didn't get to know the both of u .
then while studying, michelle didn even tell me anything
and she just took her chair and went to meixian thr .
WHAT KIND OF FRIENDS ARE U ALL .
like how 'caring' okay . freak u .

irritating luh . -.-'' rawrs . after sch, stayed back
and mr lee was being an ass okay .
and MR GAN REMEMBERS MY NAME
oh what the fuck . -.-'' so irritating .
doing the thing and after that went to parkway
wif yvonne and brenda HAHA!
long time no walk walk ard parkway wif brenda :D
heh . ^^ missed cheryl n mouse too ! :]
then went to minitoons to buy my mini cupboard!
so cute ! poohbear. i'll take a picture next time .
Zzomgsh . i so freaking miss u . : (
fuck . english summary test tmr . : ( sobbsobb .
but heng dun need to learn anything . [:

I've cried for uu . think of ways to stop thinking of uu .
but wif ur that cannot be bothered attutide uu're giving me ,
ii guess ii'll just have to try and erase all those memories of uu .
What more do uu want from me ?
i've thought it over and feel that i've to learn to accept the fact
of everything and carry on leading a not so peaceful life .
but how was ii to do so ? I felt that sense where ii feel nothing
for uu anymore . Maybe ii should realli learn to forget uu .

if i die, will u help me to fulfil my wish for me one last time ?my imagine runs wild in the night .I have negative thoughts in my mind .Thou i'm trying very hard to let go .That doens't mean it's the end of it .it's hard to let go once it's time to say goodbye .
because u live and breathe . hence i managed to live till this day .

2007-04-16T19:03:00.000+08:00
CHARLENE: i wrote I love you in the sky .
school was boring as usual .
just that some things that wern't suppose to happen, happened .
first was chinese . chen zhen finally came back ! :D
ii missed her hahas . she was so fierce today sehs .
sarah had that cannot be bothered attitude shown on her face .
chen zhen was screaming her head off hahas .

then contact time . did nothing but stoned in class
and kept quiet . michelle asked me if ii was okay .
ii reali wanted to cry at that time . was thinking .
thoughts weaving in my mind . then science .
MRS HO FINALLY REMEMBERD MY NAME!
haha ! then she asked me a question .
so ii anyhow answered coz ii was dreaming .
downstairs had nice senery haha !

then recess . ii reali think that ii and her no yuan fen .
tsktsk . all ii know is that i used the same water dispenser
as ES . :] haha . then ii was high for a moment .
oh gosh . then history . fun lei haha . concentrate 100%
ii was going high after english . thou english didn't do much .
ii waited outside the class for a miracle to happen .
guess whart ? ii saw her . she kept staring this way .
but i pretended not to see anything .
oh wells . not fated for each other . haiz .

ii think she know already so yeahs .
had math test . damn hard . ii think i'll get 0 .
so that means i'll have to eat an egg . hahas .
well . than had a talk in the hall by the most chio PE teacher .
MRS SIM hahas . the talk was about some award thingy .
then after school, went to the upper staff room .
looked for her . then didn't dare tell her .
so ii asked michelle help me . THANKS! : D
but in the end, felt like a loser . REJECTED .
she say if uu want my email addy, for ?
then michelle went to say make friends. -.-''

then she went like, errrrr . ii won't gif my email addy
to anybody unless it's important . so yeahs .
then ii was like heart pain luh . so REJECTED feeling .
hurr . =X ii felt liike Zzomgsh . so useless .
rawrs . one simple thing also cannot get it done right .
DAMN ! ii feel damn sad now cans .
anw . after school, went to parkway to eat and all .
went wif maribeth, yvonne and vanessa .
maribeth as usual was laughing like a cow .
but this time MADCOW . lols .
worst than the other days . and so the guys on the opposite
were laugh and making fun of maribeth hahas .

then after that went to the library and saw geralda
and clarissa . hahas . ii was so blur for the first time .
didn't see them at first hahas .=X then ii saw
yeeching yuen ching jiaying and vanessa upstairs hahas .
'studied' hahas . then lu ran kept calling me .
so i answered and ii went like . hellloooo ?
what uu want ? she said can u call michelle .
then she wanted to hang up ii said bye .
but carried on talking hahas . okay . my post for today
is like uber long . rawrs . so many things to say hahas .

tmr got science, history, chinese test . freak !
so many things ! but must study ! hahas .
math already gonna fail lor . :( sobbsobb .haha !
rawrs . oh yehs . ii didn't add on . then ii saw this
small meii meii who looked exactally like PH oh lol .
so cute looking . wanted to take a picture want cans :]

ready to type, mind full of things .
but somehow, everything got mixed up .
shall just summarise everything .

dreading night times once again .
night times is the time when my mind is clear .
thought of everything i'll never thought of .
but i got to admit, i love to think about things .

i enjoy being outside .
i really hate being at home .
there was once, i stayed out at night alone because i'd rather not stay at home .

you turned back and smiled at me .
like you're forgiving me for tying up your freedom .

some people's attitude, i just couldn't stand it .
but i psycho-ed myself into not taking it to heart .

starting to hate crowded places .
starting to learn how to let go .
starting to learn to get prepared in case of anything .
starting to like sports .
the sensation, the sounds, indescribable .
starting to take things in my stride .
starting to think opportunity is only for people's who's ready .

all endings are beginnings. we just don't know it at that time .
why is it that i'm always the person who can't bear to let go ?

being random in the library :D
my pencilbox ! see no evil, hear no evil, speak, no evil .

2007-04-15T13:33:00.000+08:00
CHARLENE: i'm trying to make things up for you Baby.

i've been thinking of you.
crying for you.
trying to find where my mixtake is.
i looked at you with much disdain.
why can't you look back at me?
i don't want to turn back and see you gone.
once you move, there's no turning back .
and you know it.

I guess that i'll have to forget everthing li'll thing about you.
well tmr we have school. that's like a bad thing.
got loads of test coming up.
tmr have math test. i'll try to at least pass :D
so means i'll have to burry my face in those math books.
all the algerbric equavations. hur. it just gives me a headache.
haha. well. i'll try, and don't say i never make a effort to study
or whatever shit. coz i did and have done so.

well a fresh week to start of. must be energitic one and all.
must quan li yi fu. haha . rest well. dun play so much
audition and maple or pangya or kong kong like what
some people doing now. then the status on msn is busy HAHA!
you know who i'm talking about lah. it's obvious hahas.

can we keep it a hush?i always look at you and loved you silently.now it's your turn.i don't see you in a brightly lit room.but i can sense that you are trying to tell me something.i don't want history to repeat itself again.i just want to remain like this.

2007-04-14T20:33:00.001+08:00
CHARLENE: ' i'm stepping into a new world alone, just like how i started out. '

oh wells. went to kboxx this afternoon wif yvonne.
i made her wait for me for like 15 minutes?! zzomgsh!
sorry yvonne hahas.
i went high in the parkway kboxx room number 15!
i want it again! it brings good memories :D
singing songs from zhi dui ni you gan jue to xia xue
and of course to chao xi huan ni and when u say nothing at all.
high high high. hahas. :D DEAN!
i love chu kou by fei lun hai it rocks like crazyy.
but it's a damn sad song right? :( makes me wanna cry.

oh wells hahas. yesterday i forgot to add on to something.
coz i took 197 and as usual, it was packed.
so i stand thr. then got this stupid uncle,
dunno what the heck was his problem and he went like.
ayeeee "ni men xiao mei mei. jing qu. bu yao dang lu."
oh like what the fuck is your problem.
got no space right. u like to stand then u stand
and i shall sit lah. fuck you.

then the other indian man in the bus.
he went like "MOVE IN LAH!" you scared?
scared of what? GHOST? there's no ghost there.
then i was like shut your trap lah. damn suckish lah.
dunno what's their freaking problem.
they got AP like mr zani.
hence i come to a conclusion that.
'ALL MEN ARE JERKS'
and i mean it. they are all fucking idiots.
oh mans. i'm so gonna get a very bad sore throat.
than later i cannot talk. T.T throat pain now.

anyway. right now i'm playing miniclip games.
then got one is sheep want. so cute can hahas. rawrs.
sheep is me. xD
should i switch to a livejournal?
coz right now, i have a livejournal alr but it looks like shit hahaha.
http://crucifiedloves.livejournal.com

there's some feelings in me that i can't put down in words.
but, at the same time, i'm also afraid to admit them.

lots of contradictions happening around me.
i wanna point them out so much but, forget it.
not worth my time and my energy. but, i really hate it.comparing.
i really hate it too. like what the hell is wrong ? why must we compare ?
so what if you're better than me ?
so what if you've got everything i wanted ?
it's all superficial. you may have everything i want,
but i may have something precious that you don't.
anyway, we'll all end up in heaven sooner or later,
so there's no point in comparing.
sense of humour, you've got to have them, or you'll just be suffering.
LAUGH IT OFF! =D

positive thinker, i should be one. but it's easier said than done.
everything you've seen, everything you've read, everything you've know,
forget them all.

like look! it's me staring at you! hahahs!

2007-04-13T22:20:00.000+08:00
CHARLENE: ' it's obvious i need you, but i'm still hesitating. '
ES DIDN'T COME TODAY :[

sobbsobb! hahas. came to school a little later than usual.
then it's like while waiting for the class door to be opened,
i saw NL's car and as usual in the car,
got PH lahh. damn irritating. they go home together
not enuf still need come to school together.
so damn jealous lahh hahas. D:

i'm damn sad can. it's like 3 more weeks to the NIE trainee
teachers leave. :( by that time, i'll be like so crying can.
i'm damn scared. whyywhyy.
yesterday had fire drill thingy. damn funny.
coz mr meyer had forgotten that he had literature wif us.
so he was in the canteen eating. -.-
then nazartul called him up. we greeted him
then he ask us to sit down then before we could open the book,
the fire drill rang. -.- hahas. damn funny can.
then it was like my class was screaming
for i dunno whart lahh hahas. so retarded.

then skipped chinese ying yong wen test :D
then stayed in the hall for toe weavng.
so fun hahas. mus have patience then can do.
haha! starting actually cannot.
but later part of the activity, i managed to do it!
fun thou. anw. merchant of venice!
finished the whole book! bwhahas!
so fast lehh hahas.
then can watch the movie itself!
wheeeee. x)

didn't stay back today.
went straight home. D:
actually suppose to go kbox wif yvonne
but suddenly she say she dunwan go sth like that.
so i went straight home.
didn't wan to wait for PH. rawrs.
coz i know that if i wait for her,
i'll most probably get hurt and cry hahas.
somemore ES didn't come can.
at the bustop got wendy si. -.-
so stupid lahh hahas.

oh yah. yesterday's quote was.
charlene: dream a little dream. D:
omgsh! almost time for her to go!
i cant stand it!! oh yeap. i opened the door
for NL today and he gave me that weird look
on his face then he smile. -.-
hahas. two times he smiled at me. cool.
lols. yvonne says that what go good impression.
then i was like WHAT ?! are u crazyy hahas.
maribeth kept on laughing like a cow jus now
in class hahas. so kuku.
hais. i wan to stand in the rain forever!
and be brain-washed.

yvonne makes my day everyday.
thanks yvonne! HAHA!
thanks for all the songs too!

trying to forget everthing i've done coz of you.
trying to not remember you.
trying not to remember that i know you.
tyring to forget everything about you.
and most of all.
trying to forget loving you.

but the worst thing is that i can't let go.
you know i still love you.

there's some feelings in me that i can't put down in words.
but, at the same time, i'm also afraid to admit them.
i can possess all your view line, but in a brightly lit room,
there's a part of your heart i can't see.

2007-04-11T18:53:00.000+08:00
charlene: have faith in yourself.
ming tian hui gen hao de.
i've decided.
to make a quote of the day everyday
for myself D:

i'm high now.
but i cant stand NL.
he keeps on sticking
to PH. :(
and i'm doing everything.
in PW.
fuck.
so irritating can.
3 more weeks lehh. T.T
omg lahh.
i wan to cry okay.

the whole class owes me money.
like $0.30 each.
which makes up to like.
$12.
my money okay.
so irritating.
i like PW in some way.
it's fun coz can use the internet.
my class tricked the teacher.
say the computer not working.

so here we are.
at the computer lab lahh.
damn retarded yesterday lahh.
the teacher was was was was.
so BUSHY MAN
in the arm. LOL
SO DAMN FUNNY.
hahahaha.
MRS KOH is so cute.
so drama lahh she. lols.
the year book is finally here
OMG !
ES!
im high.

[[edited]]
my internet is finally working!
(:
i'm high for one moment.
and i've decided to change
my blog song
to ZHI DUI NI YOU GAN JUE! <3
i so love it please.
it reminds me of somethings. :D

the everlasting regret of those memories.
the moments cherish will be kept in my heart forever.
i swear.
3 words 8 letters one meaning.
ILOVEYOU.

the smile on your face let's me know that you need me
there's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
the touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever i fall
you say it best, when u say nothing at all.

2007-04-03T17:23:00.000+08:00
school sucked today.
had stomach ache and flu :(
i'm sick!
damnit!
then during science
was totally so scared
cause i was doing the
presentation. ayeeee.
please lor one person lehs.
and no experience you think easy mehh.
not okay! hard please.

then hadd to re-do the
presentation.
so irritating.
trust me, it's not easy to speak
in front of the class by yourself.
IT'S NOT!

stomach still very pain :(
then i stayed back.
saw PH and nl walking back
to school together. -.-
got so pissed.
and sth's not quite right.

part of her is not brown animore :(
like sobbsobb.
looks like blue black hahas :D
and i have come to a conclusion
that ES de smile very can lan.
very sweet. :D hahahha.

it''s damn riddiculous.
one comes so early
while the other comes so late
-.-
so what time do i go everyday?
dunno! HAHA!
and NL drives! hahahas!
i didn't know till today :D
heh.

math is so fun :D
my mortal is lame hahas.
she went like whooo give want.
-.- hahahhas.
then michelle went like dunnooo hahahaa.

argh.
tmrw got art's excursion.
most prob the next day i wont
be going to school.
i'll jus end up going for bowling :]

`* S M ; ] E !

2007-04-02T18:33:00.000+08:00
life sucks.

i got "moved" to so fucking infront.
but actually it's good.
then i wont have to think so much
about so many people and daydream.
quite happy actually.
but i cried :(
i want to walk out
and see things(:
i mean like yah nice senery
ayeee! hahas!
but really lehs.
i paid my 100% attention
during math today
and even asked mr lim lehs.
omg so not me but yah hahas .

anw. meixian's burthday.
but i didn't buy for her a present heh.
so went to east coast after school.
bowling there.
then is like meixian sherry and irwina
had to leave early so they went off first.
then me genevieve michelle and yvonne
stayed to play longer.

then halfway
playing stupid
adults came and challenged us.
and went like whoooo is lene.
so i went like me .
cause my score was a fucking 126 hahas.
then got 80 -.-
50 125 :D hahas .
and got 71 ?
cant remember hahas .
then after that went home.
boring day.

im going to do my math homework.
well i'm willing to change
for the better:)
5 more weeks anw:(

anw. i've changed my email add.
got like two now.
one is
crucified.love@hotmail.com
andd
crucifiedd@gmail.com
:) do make the changes or whatever
and add me in msn kay? :)
thanks.

2007-04-01T21:43:00.000+08:00
YAY!
my internet is finally working.
(: very happy
but at the same time sad too.

haiz.
no homework.
so i'm going to ecp later wif genevieve.
friday saw olinda cho
at parkway wif a group
of frens and please.

now she's so butch lor hahas.
=p anw.
i've got nothing to say alr hahas.
and im going cycling
wif genevieve.
hahas. i shall go get mei xian a
present too cause tmrol her burthday:)

HAPPY APRIL FOOL(:

[[editied]]
so many people keep on
sending me april fool's msges hahas.
got one even funnier.
use my name to tell my fren sth lols.
went cycling wif genevieve.
she took like 2 hrs jus to come
coz she took the bus the wrong side.
hahas. then reach alr.
saw michelle hahas.
they keep on calling me stupid names.
hahas. shall not say but yea.
like.. hahas.
then almost fall down so many times.=p
hur.
and some idiot is smsing me.
-.- i dunwan reply also cannot.
later he spam.
fuck.
i cant stand him can.
tmrw school again.
this week got art excursion some more.
waste my time.
then got bowling i guess.
i dunwan go to school the
next day want lors.
my mother say can.
but go math test.
fuck.
sure fail
argh. but duncares lars hahas
gotta go sleep alr(:

2007-03-28T13:56:00.001+08:00
i'm high now!
today finally i greet her
weeee(:
i passed by her four times
then dun dare lehs.
(: YAY!
i feel so happy
thn she smile somemore
ahhhhhh
so high~

now im in school.
my damn internet
is fucking irritating
i cant stand it
i wan call some
feller and help me fix ah.
(:

hur.
ES ALSO
yesterday she keep on looking
at me and smiling at me
(:
weeeeee(:
so high can.
hahahahahhahas
YAY

damn lah
cannot put in
exclmination marks
fuck lah.

ES and PH are LOVE
I LOVE THEM FOREVER (:

2007-03-19T18:03:00.000+08:00
today was quite surprising.
she wore pants and long sleeved. :D
okays that was so random.
but seriously nice lahs.

but she changed back to her
normal shirt and pants after that):
then not nice hahas.
she wore heels and the heels
were very high(: hahaha.

amazing poetry race.
nice nice nice hahas.
she took charge of one station :D
plus i looked at the paper
for tmrol's activity plan
and saw her name there.
going for sec one art excursion.
i wan go :D hahaha.

was being high in the hall.
then after sch
went parkway.
but didn't want to eat cause not hungry lahs.
but in the end ate wedges.
then went mph bought pens and all.

and while walking home
saw my mother hahas.
so met her go buy stuff.
:D tmrol got lessons. T.T
so bloody sucky lars.

i'm high now hahas. :D

2007-03-18T01:10:00.001+08:00
trust me.
my hair is ~~fugly~~ .
i'm damn sad.

2007-03-17T15:00:00.000+08:00
the damn connection
dunwan let me use the internet.
so i mus use notepad first lor.
i shall blog about yesterday.
mouse met me downstairs
my house go cineleisure together.

took 36 thn mouse had to run
cause some mouses walk to my house.
then reach cineleisure saw deany chel
and another fren called Sarah.
they took 5 mins jus to find us can.
walked pass us also never see worxx.
ahahahahahA . damn funny lars.
then walked up to more than words there.

buy my lollipops! i bought all. ^^
damn cute lars and it's nice.
then watched a movie.
Sarah asked me if can borrow
the patrick anot i say okays lor.
everyone 'fingered' it hahas. funny.
then watched messenger.
it's okays lars but i screamed like 2 times.
-.- damn high =X heh.
but the cinema damn empty lor.
so fun hahas.

starting part we laugh laugh like what lor hahas.
then actually i wanted to stop by
toa poyoh HDB hub derhs.
see DEAN but in the end didn't. )):
so long never see dean.
plus i didn't go for her burthday
celebration yesterday lehs. T.T
oh my . what kind of fan am i?

anw. after tht deany and chel
wanted to take neoprints but thn
Sarah Mouse and me dunwan to take hahas.
thn chel got angry worxx. =X
in the end we went to bugis to take hahas.
this tyme we say got stomach ache. want go toilet.
thn somemore say shyt come out lerr.lols.
funnyy. thn after tht take lerr go bugis
street went into this shop.
cause deany looking for pants.
thn the man damn chibye lars.
chel ask him gort other sizes anot.
the guy say aiyah dun have lars yeu
ask alot of times lerr.
then chel whispered this kind of
people attitude problem derhs.

thn the fren cause troble nias.
go tell him thn we left the shop.
then feller come out scold chel all
the fucking chibye. kao naibei.
thn i say yeu think yeu so great ar.
thn the fucking fren come out.
sayy neverr mindd lerr lah.
cause troble nias.
FUCKING ASSHOLES.

thn continued walking.
thn pass by their shop i so wanted
to spit on their shop can. so fucker lars.
bring yeu go boys home
cannot go home anymore thn yeu know.
thn walked ard.
got another group of people dunno
what's their problem.
walk pass us thn pointed at chel.
so i stare at thm.thn they walk away.

thn Sarah wanted to look for bags
so went to Zinc lor.
thn so qiao saw Sherry, Meixian,
Rachel and Yoketeng.
thn we stand there talk talk.
Sherry say want buy the bag
but $28 hahas. quite okays what.
better thn some feller ah.
buy bag can open bag shop lerr.
and tht bag was quite big can.
thn after tht saw this censored shop
best for weeling, brenda, sherry and cheryl lars hahas.

then walked back to bugis.
go arcarde.
but first went to to the book shop
again to look for play mag.
the person say sold out. )):
my ella! hahas.
thn went to the arcarde lor.
play the sweet sweet thing
and the win prize wan.
i almost zhong 3 times. )):
mouse almost zhong 7 times okays.
tht's so terrible.
thn got this girl beside us.
she zhong on her first play. -.-
WHAT THE FUCK lah .
so pro for what.
thn she stupid choose phone instead of the PSP.
stupid sia.PSP better can.

haiz. no money.no.
got money lerr.
tmrol going collect class Tees.
hopefully nothing goes wrong.
and i finally got the $200 back.((:
YAYeeeesssss. <3

2007-03-14T23:53:00.000+08:00
HAPPY BURTHDAY TO DEAN
HAPPY BURTHDAY TO DEAN
HAPPY BURTHDAY TO DEAN~~~
HAPPY BURTHDAY TO DEAN!
19 years old lers. :DD
DEAN ZUAI BANG!

i'm damn sad lars.
not going on friday the big event . )):
like wth. i told 2 people from deantrified
i not going.
sth is very wrong with me can.
hur.

damn angry lars.
anw. went to bugis with mouse
and took neoprints will
upload it later.
then cramps bloody pain lars. TT
make me wanna fall down
and die.
thn walked ard.
mouse suddenly say
she hungry so went to macs lor.
then i ordered a medium fries
cause i was hungry =X heh .
then we dunwan sit down
stand outside like as thou
we were patrolling for gays.
cause there were like plenty
of them ard. so scary lars hahas.
then like niang sia lols.

then actually wanted to watch
movie derhs but nothing nice
to watch so didn't watch anything lor.
plus i didn't go home empty handed okaes!
i bought a mag with ella and
wu zhun on it ! :DD
i shall upload it later too.
i scan in lers hahas. so happy
inside all wu zhun ella got fei lun hai somemore !
ahaaaaaaaA ! happy worXX .
then somemore got 2 free gives .
one poster of them and another signatured
cardd. :DD hahas. darn happy lars .
then went to seiyu to play with the toys
pokemon ! LOL !

after that went to some
comic shop and mouse was
obssess with all the toys there
and me trying to open my mag ! :D
heh. mouse so strong worxx.
i cannot open she open and went like
TA-DA ! opened ! LOLS.
amazed hahas.
then after that took a train down
to tampines cause mom wanted
to meet there for dinner
then ate finish dinner they
went of for facial and me ..

stoning there like a real stone .
reading and reading and reading
my mag hahas.
heng got entertainment if not
i would have died like long time ago.
HEH. ^^

i'm bloody pissed NO MONEY !!
rahhhhhh .
plus im in deep shit mans wuhahahahA!

i like this picture alot hahas. ((:

2007-03-13T18:15:00.000+08:00
MOUSE . dun anyhow say i trash you cans .
i didn't lor. dun anyhow say lors. <3

anw. went to the beach again
with mouse and tortise.
pig didn't come cause her aunty
was at home then dun let her go ?
sth like that lars.
DASHU everywhere . ahahhas.
then i think mouse gort like
jealous ?
no luhs hahas.

dunno . hur . cycling in the beach
damn fun but some stupid fuckers
was like racing with us ?
WHAT THE FUCK can .
plus hor DAMN TROBLE MAKERS can .
damn pissed lars .
then went bowling .
first 2 games sucked.
then after that third game
got three strikes ((: lols
score was 118 .
-.-

aiyah . no mood to blog lars .
played DDR with tortise .
not nice hahas. wth .
passed 2 levels then died lols .
well i fell damn sad now.
jus now connection sort diao .
now can lers then mouse
go offline cannot send me
the pics . -.-
FUCKING CONNECTION .

right now i dun have any mood .
i wan to jump down building can .
TT darn . i shall sleep tmrw
and chiong maple now i guess ?
by myself . TT so sad . haiz .
i so fucking want a cat to scratch me .
im going to go down now
and disturb a cat .
then can get scars .
oh wells .
my thighs are hurting . )):

[[updated]]
i jus realised that
tmrw is dean's burthday !
LOL.
like so bloody fast cans .
oh my !
how can i forget !
SERIOUS STM MANS !
i leveled in maple .
thanks to mouse again.
let me leach while i was eating lols.
thanks <3

2007-03-13T09:05:00.000+08:00
i shall blog about yesterday.
went to town and met mouse with tortise.
then some stupid pig come so late
cause the lunch haven come so we wait
for her lors hahas. then got some
donation thingy. i only forked out like
$1.50 hahas. no money worxx. TT

then actually wanted to go bunk
but then non- members mus come back at 5.
-.- ! crazyy so walked to far east
cause i like wanted to expand my ear hole.
but in the end didn't . expanded it at parkway
for $50 OMG . i so regret cans . TT
somemore the $50 not mine. it's the CLASS !!
lol. heck not say im not going to pay back oh wells .

then brenda got banged like 3 times
-.-! after taking neos at far east, pig and tortise
wanted to go cineleasuire to take more neos
-.-! dunno wat's with them hahas.

then we walk back lors. dunno who ar keep on
complaining. i wonder who ..
but before that went to paragon to
play with the toys in toys'aros?
dunno how the heck to spell but .. lol .
ifought with pig ! ahaahahas !
4 swords to one person ! so damn fun hahas.
then tortise took a video lols.
damn lame lars hahas. =X

then took neos with mouse alone and another
one with pig tortise and mouse. <3
gya family hahas. ((:
so sad no yee ching TT.
then after that went back to ps
cause some person wanted to buy a bag
like i said can open bag shop already ar hahas.
who ? lols dun wan say.
damn obvious hahas.
bought her bag then we all go home.
mouse took 16 with me to go parkway ^^
heh. thanks ar ((:
im going cycling like now hahas.
LATE LERS !

2007-03-11T23:55:00.000+08:00
jus came back from so many places.
leg break already sia. first met jolyn at bedok inter .
she was late hahas . then met ashriqah nadiatul
with their boyfriends at simei . then discuss about
the class Tees and i swear they look nice hahas .

after discussing the class Tees, went to town
to eat then suddenly nadiatul and her boyfriend
disappeared hahas. then we took a walk from
funan to marina square then we walked around
go topshop zara mango.. then we were bored so
took a bus to ngee ann then walked to far east.
i tell you i so wanted to expand my ear hole and
pierce another one kays lols. so tempted. =X and
that's like so bad kay . haha . i think tmrw i shall
go expand . i wan mouse to follow along . ((:
<33
lol . then she was like crying there.
NO PAIN NO GAIN . LOL.

then went to meet ashriqah's seniors .
and one of them went like. HELLO MELISSA'S SISTER!
then i was like yeh. hey hahas.
then cabbed home with jolyn cause we were like
aching all over then the stupid jam was like
bloody irritating can. taxi fair till my house was like
$11 plus and i went like WHAT THE FUCK?

i was mapling with her and i came to realise sth.
that her maple char is hot lols. then is like cause my sister
wanna use the com so i afk . she let me leach.
like so damn nice. omg lars mouse .
I SO LOVE YOU CAN <33
i mean like yeh .
nobody will be so nice to let me leach exp in maple can . ((:
hahas .
THANKS MOUSE FOR EVERYTHING . ((:
<33

2007-03-10T22:33:00.000+08:00
oh my. my class position is 33/43 lols.
mouse has also the same position as me haha so qiao.
heng not last ar lols. i didn't go for the whole
parent teacher meeting thingy then mr chew
told my mother alot of things about me and
the surprising part is that all the things he said
all good wan lor haaha. =X i got a shock can lol.
then he told my mother that i mrs sim told him
that i was in the bowling competition then
in my mind i was like wtf?bowling competition?
oh my! i rather be resevered can.i can't play for nuts lor.
anw. i think is cheat people's feelings wan hahas.
zzomgsh. yesterday was last day to see her can.
i missed my chance to talk to her. darn.
very sad TT cause now holidays lers.
1 week lehs TTno her. haiz. so sad.
actually alot of things happened this week lars
and i know that she knows i like her.
die lor. haiz. never mind luh. what's done cannot be undone. )):
feeling darn sad now. i wan to maple too.
but then again i dun feel like to.
anw. mouse said that still cannot go in maple lehs. TT
haiz. anw. had my afternoon nap jus now hahas.
i've got truck loads to say but cant say lehs hahas.
like on wednesday? or was it thursday?
dunno cant remember hahas. felicia complain of stomach ache
then i go down help her ma. then walk walk goin the office
suddenly she came in. then i was like omgsh lars hahas.
darn cute lor. lol. die im dying. TT help.
I SO MISS HER SO FUCKING MUCH CAN.
haiz. im going to simei to order the class T-ees tmrw.
YAY hopefully i remember to bring the money lols.
$300 over. xD

2007-03-07T19:16:00.001+08:00
jus came back from the beach with mouse.
MOUSE! you owe me her pictures can.
go online and send me mans! hur.
today not so lucky la haha. jus that i lost my pencil box
=X hur. wtf. went down cannot find then look here
look there. then go office and saw her! i nearly
banged into her can! i opened the door then hold it
cause i thought she gonna come in ma. then in the
end she didn't. TT
sads. then i chiong after the lap cause teacher dun let me go
wtf luh. then during d&t got hurt. bloody hell
fourth time can. then i went down to find my pencil box and
i found it! but it was opened can hahahas.
anw. d&t i cut all the things up already :)
jus that haven't paste the thing. -.- haha.
anw.
hua yang!
xiuyi quotes: "you know boy and girl talking no touching".
i laughed my head off. zzomfgsh. so darn funny can lols.
ella darn hot hahas. =X
then pw talking in the foyer then she suddenly walk from
dunno where! aahahhaas.. then i was so happy :)
looking forward to everyday now!
ELLA hen meii!

2007-03-06T19:03:00.000+08:00
i failed my history by 5 marks! darn it!
i got A2 for my science! bloody happy can hahas.
haha. today is like the happiest day of my life.
for exercise, i nearly died of a heart attack can.
then is like she came down suddenly. then i choked the
hell out of me. -.- wtf and the whole time during
exercise she was standing behind me. -.- hahaaa.
wth. so cool can and then she was like do cummon do do lols.
HAHA. anw. her english was like darn pro can.
i so sian mu ta worhs hahas and mr lee was being random.
can't stand it lor. -.- stupid mr lee. rahhhhh. then when
walking to the bus stop, i was walking walking then suddenly
she walked pass me yvonne and mouse luhs.
then i was like choking again. -.- lols..
and the main point is that she staying at my side there hahah!
fine not boasting or wat but it's true can.
and she sit's at the bustop like a small kid
too cute hahas. =X mouse was taking pictures of her. -.-
but i think got 2. boarded 16 and then was sort of "crying"
weaping over her. -.- lols.. anw. i came home and chiong
my maple and finally leveled!! woohoo!
level 36 @ 21.01% lols. see i can still remember. ^^
haha. kays. whatever.. tmrw.. no i mean holidays i will chiong
to level 50? lols.. hopefully can lor. hur. TT
ELLLLLLLLLLLLLA <3
DEAN!

2007-03-05T17:33:00.000+08:00
in the morning brenda came my house to pass her sketch book
to me. -.- she said she not coming to school cause she wanna sleep.
i'm quite lucky today hahas.(: fine whatever.
she walked passed me today. !!!!! lol.
so cute. >< wtf. kay whatever and shut up.
she like tension wan lars. mrs guna talk to her, she smile smile.
i walk pass her she so stressed like that. hur.
today darn emo. i failed my math by 2 fucking marks. -.-
bloody hell. then mouse sms me tell me tht she is left hander.
then i was like there crying hahas. they had english with
her kay! then my sister tell me she's teaching her class PE.
then i was like wtf lars. so unfair can. teach all the other classes
but dun have my class. ): this is wat i call so no yuan fen kay.
then during assenbly, i was so frindging bored cause mr pang
hold us back for d&t stuff. then was walking walking walkin.
then waitin for like a miracle to happen luhs. thn is like suddenly
got know. she came down. (: haha. then the whole time the
mr low was blocking my view can. she move infront he also move infront
she move behind he also move. -.- then i was like
ehh wtf is wrong with you can. block my nice view lor.
anw. assembly was fucking long then she left so early.
)): and after school i went down and saw her eating! haha
finally for the pass week never see her eat can. -.-
hahaha. lame. -.- i'm so stalking her i tell you first.
she go i CFM CFM CFM cry. die. who wanna bring bucket?
CAN CRY OVER HER THEN CAN COLLECT DIRTY WATER SOMEMORE.
fuck lah. give me non-stalking pills pleasee.
pei si is a genius i tell u first. her math got full marks can.
science paper haven get back. teacher's talking to long to so mark
the papers lor. tmrw cfm cry again la. history fail lers.
i failed like 2 subjects already can. die. =x
i wanna jump down the building. i wanna die. i dun wanna live anymore.
shoot me.

2007-03-04T19:25:00.000+08:00
zzomfggshhh. i so wanna thank stephanie truck loads
for that ella website kay all ellla's pictures can.
THANKS once again I LOVE YOU ahhahaas.
ella's pictures all so cute. and there are like
2345678910111213141516171819 pages of her lor.
today whole day chiong art work now left 2 more pieces.
YAY so frindging waste my time but anw. today chiong abit
of maple and my % if i'm not wrong is 50 lers hahas. :DD
and i got her blog url too
omfgggggg. so cool THANKS
ELLA THE TOU HAO FANS
WO AI ELLA 1314
i dunno if i saw ella online jus now but ya hahas.
the msn nick changed. -.- hur. lol.

ELLAAAAAAAAAAA

2007-03-04T02:53:00.000+08:00
damn tired. jus came back from my auntie's house.
had dinner there and the food was nice hahas.
my cousin has a very very cute mickey mouse phone.
darn cute lars hahas. anw. my cousin's abit retarded.
he laugh at anything that is not funny at all.
and my anutie gave me this wang wang niu nai tang
and it's nice hahas. then going home already we
bid farewell and stuff and i heard my auntie say that
"CHARLENE HEN GAO LEHS. BI OTHER PEOPLE
GAO HEN DUO".
then i was like laughing lars hahas. then i'm like haha.
also dunno why. -.- lol. so lame. anw. my other uncle
send me and my mother home and the car number
was 4388. lol. go buy 4D. the number also so zhun wan.
-.- hur. why hahas. later need to chiong art. -.-
so many to do kay. i stress lor. rahhhhh. darn!
I HATE ART. I WAN TO CRY MY WHOLE HEART OUT.
TT lols. so rhyme.

the mickey mouse phone my cousin has hahas. so cute!

2007-03-03T12:55:00.000+08:00
I FAILED MY ENGLISH FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME.
only 6 people in my class passed cann. then was like so freaking emo
in class. -.- wth. ELLA didn't teach us for PE. ):
thn i cried again. i cried like 3-4 times today lor. -.-
anw. didn't feel quite right myself yesterday. after morning exercise
i was so frindging sleepy. -.- thn mr meyer thought i was sleeping
thn he ask me to wake up -.- crazy i was not cann.
thn PE mr gan didn't come and i thought tht chances of getting
ella to take place for our PE was ELLA. thn cheri called me
tell me ella outside. i saw i screamed thn is actually not lor.
she walking down. -.- thn i wanted to eat a sweet which actually
cannot lars. thn felicia ask me to spit it out which i eventually did
then she angry with me. -.- thn walking down the stairs
i cried. cause mr low said sth about the four NIE teachers
are gonna be in the school for only 10 weeks and now
1 week has passed. so fast lor. anw our PE teacher was
MRS SIM. ran for 2.4 and came in at 18.06.
okay lah better by 20seconds. lol. heng i was not last or sth haha.
okay back to wat happened. ran for the first whole round
and the time was 11 minutes. thn came back like a pail
of water. all drenched sticky and sweaty. thn walked to the
canteen wanted to faint. after changing walked to the canteen
to stone on the chair cause i almost wanted to die at that time.
thn i was fingering my wrist trying to pull out sth.
then had a very bad headache which lead me not to eat
during recess but to jus drink 2 bottles of green tea. -.-
then walked up to class for lessons and didn't see her.
then got back english paper and cried. alot of people in my class
got 22. missed by 1 mark to pass. i hope they find their
1 mark not like me so many many many marks.
even the lousy people in eng got better marks thn me.
thn was art. walked down for the fashion show.
then suddenly during presentation, cheri shouted my name
again very loudly and pointed to the office there.
ELLA was there. ^^ she took like 23456789 years
to come out with mrs lim lah hahas. then she walked so slow
(: so got to see her longer hahas. XD
thn walked up to class for math. so boring.
nearly slept. then history even nicer talk talk talk talk.
non stop cann. so i said shut up.
die. monday gonna get history and math. -.-
im so gonna fail lor. haiz. ELLA!!!!
ELLA COME ONLINE!!

2007-03-01T21:03:00.000+08:00
FIRST I WANNA TELL THE WHOLE WORLD
THAT CA'S ARE OVER. ((:
hahas. okay bowling today was not so fun for me.
didn't got my strikes. TT but got praised like afew times hahas.
XD I DUNWAN TO BE IN SCHOOL TEAM cann.
rahhhhhh. bahhhhhhhh. make me get headache.
anw. that ella woman didn't come today. TT so had to go to
mini toons to find her other lookalike hahas. XD looks like her lor.
cheryl brenda n marietta say dun look like. -.-
HAIZ. I passed my literature and cried in class. -.- lol.
tears of joy lars. and omgshhh. my sister saw my hand.
i said it was book scratch. -.- and she told me a different story.
oh wells. anw. tmrw got PE! hopefully it does not rain and well well
can do 2.4. haven done it for like 23456789 weeks or so already cann.
so pissed lars. everytime got PE then got something else
and blah blah blah. rehhhhhhh. so irritating lahh.
ELLA BETTER COME TMRW.
she was on MC lehs. TT sick lor.
hur. cheryl wants my d&t foilo to see see. -.-
nonsense lahh hahas. anyhow do sia. all wrong get 0
thn mus eat egg worh. HAHA. ((:
LOOKING FORWARD TO TMRW
why still cannot put exclamination marks rahhhhhhhh.

2007-02-28T19:03:00.000+08:00
cheer up mouse! <3

alot of things happened today! rahhh. damn pissed lor.
anw. tmrw is last paper already! woohoo!
SCIENCE! GIVE IT THE BEST SHOT MANS!
I <3 SCIENCE.
today i had a very clear and good view of ELLA!!
SHE'S SO HOT CANN.
anw. jus now after recess when i was going up i saw her
in the toilet!! thn is like i walk here walk there. then i wan go up
alr ask her faster come out faster come out!
thn guess wat? SHE REALLY COME OUT LEHS!!
THN I SMILE LOR!! WUHAHAHAS. hahahahaha.
((: so cool lor haha. her legs are damn nice hahas. x]
so pervert. oh wells. PC was damn fun.
PLASTIC DUCK AND CHICKEN.
%#$&%^*#^@$*(*%^ wuhahas. so funny lars.
after sch went to parkway with mouse. she she funny cann.
then when going home saw wu lao shi hahas.
she borrowed our phones! hahahaahas.
so high today! why the fuck is it raining?!
I CANT SEE ELLA TMRW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RAHHHHHHH. i think PE she teaching us lars HAHA!
can't wait for Friday mans!
FRIDAY HERE I COME!!!

2007-02-27T18:43:00.000+08:00
hur. heard tht there's an outing coming out for DEANTRIFIED.
but i cant go if im not wrong. )): sobs. IS DEAN'S BURTHDAY LEHS.
TT make me so sad worh. HAIZ. 16 of March Friday lehs.
HAIZ. tmrw got math test. TT i'm for sure gonna fail cause i sit
behind nothing also go in my ear hahas. go in go out. the teacher
teach also very louya lor. anyhow sia. i think i would most prob
get like 1 or 2 marks hahas. I PASSED MY CHINESE.
dun need to give away $36 lers. (: so happy lor. actually i got 18 1/2
but thn teacher mark wrongly hahas. so get 21 lor(: wheeee. xD
thn yesterday confrence with meimei and her fren hahas her fren
super funny lars. laugh and laugh thn meimei say her name like
same as me lor. i got a shock cann hahas. anyways her name was
shirely worh hahas. my ear problem lars hahas. DEAF.
D&T folio waste my time lehs. i can study for math wan lor.
so hard to do cann. fuck lars. mus try survive.
literature and history fail lers.
Mr meyer was like fucking disappointed lor.
i told him i wrote this short cause got two questions
wat thn i two questions wrote only half a page. ==
die die fail lars hahas. history even nicer dun need say anything.
hur. two more days thn CA end liaos. wheee xD
can't wait worh hahas.
ELLA CHIOBU IS DAMN HOT CAN ((:
HAHA. i wan her number. stalk her all the way.
hur no lars. jk jk. irwina wans her number ask me to follow her hahas.
HER HAND ALOT OF CUTS LEHS. TT SO SAD HAHAS.
yesterday emo lor. thn jus now 203 got english thn finish
alr i look out almost bang into her lor. so "suay" LOL.
XD heh. anyways wanna chiong alr. had my nap ((:
half an hour haha.
later got hua yang. i wan to watch it again and again mans.
i watch 5 times alr lehs on youtube haha. ((:

ELLA CHIOBU HOT WORH.

2007-02-25T21:24:00.000+08:00
jus now went to parkway with felicia hahas.
then we went to the arcarde to play bball hahas.
quite louya lehs . TT deproved man rahhh
highest score 102 niars. -.- wth.
i'm quite stressed now and i dunno why .
sigh . i wan to do alot of things but i cant.
heavyheart tells it all. i've got truckloads to say
but i cant think . rahhhh .
SHEEPO IS DEPRESSED
JUMP DOWN THE BUILDING .
well flunked CAs.
sian . tmrw is english test . i will pass ? CHINESE & HISTORY
no hope worh . TT
sherry right now is talking on msn .
she wans chao xi huan ni thn she tell me chao ai ni . -.-
thn i ask her download she ask me help her download -.-
thn she cant find it .
ehh . why people keep asking me to help em ?
like as though i'm their MAIDS or sth cann .
hur.
AH MA finally update her blog and change skin some more.
AH MA WAN SHUAI ((: lol .
ya lun and wu zhun from fei lun hai frindging hot cann((:

ELLA CHEN JIA HUA IS SO HOT worh ((:
i watched hua yang like 4 times alr hahas.
yups over and over again hahas. ((:
it rocks cann .
heard tht today my neighbour's burthday hahas.
fucking blogger dun let me put exclaimation marks fuck lor .

oh my fucking gawd !
http://www.meat.org/
i'll asure you after tht u will never ever want to eat chicken,
pork, beef okays !

2007-02-24T22:23:00.000+08:00
today damn sian lars. i played maple the whole day hahas.
but super irritating lars. i alr took the ship and went back alr
thn after tht wanted to go look for my frens in zipangu
so i went there thn i wan go back alr cause they offline then
they tell me only can go back EL NATH or SHANGHAI.
so nb lars. i need to waste my MESOS ! rawr ! so irritating lars.
thn i help to do Cheri's blog hahas. help her with the skins and stuff.
so fun lor hahas XD did it quite fast. help her link her frens thn
i change my tagboard colour hahas. it's nicer now ((: so happy hahas.
CAMPUSSUPERSTAR2 IS COMING UP !
MALE AUDITIONS: 16 of March
FEMALE AUDITIONS: 17 of March
woohoo ! get to see more of DEAN ((: so frindging happy cann.
like finally hahas. thn jus now on channelu i saw this advertisment.
thn is like got renfred DEAN zhi yang and teresa laa hahas.
thn so funny DEAN SO CUTE CANN !
i cant wait for this day to come alright! ((:
wheees clara wanna join hahas. i go support her ba.
thn stone there see if got DEAN anot hahas. wheeeeeee. ((:
OMG laa. mus so buy this week's i weekly.
the front cover is ELLA AND WU ZHUN please!
i dun care lars mus buy ! buy 10 also i dun mind hahas.
YAY. so happy ((: but very sian !
holiday faster come so tht i can chiong maple please!
((: i wan faster 45 or so lors hahas.
QUICK TIME PASS. and the CA's PASS TOO !
MY N73 or N80 NO HOPE ALREADY )):
BETTER LUCK NEXT YEAR!
i wan my nike dunks !! and IPZONE PANTS !
I SHALL GO SHOPPING ONE FINE DAY MAN ! ((:

i wan to go cycling or blading tmrw! (:
anyone wans to come with me ?

Reply of tags
cheri: hahas okays :D no problem ((:
mouseo: hey mouse . ((: DEANY is so good she help us. orhs .
deany: oh my hahas. thnx for the comment.
i dun hate maple but sometimes it's irritating hahas.

I UPDATED THIS POST 4 FRINDGING TIMES ((:

2007-02-20T21:43:00.000+08:00

jus came back from jogging hahas. my sister laa. drag me to jog with her.
ended up running and walking halfway. == anyways went popular to buy
my d&t workbook bought my pen and then went off to parkway to eat hahas.
rawr. fuck lars. tmrw got school. i'm so gonna copy my d&t cann hahas.
i dun really care lars. jus tht school alot of my frens ot their problems
and they come to me for help. argh. why they come to me?! rawr.
i look like councilor to you meh? hurhur. i cant stand it anymore!!
i'm gonna pierce my ear during the march hols lars. to tempeting alr.
can i pierce my tongue and belly? LOL. very tempeted lors.
nvr mind. so fast chinese new year end alr. sobs ): i collect like fucking
little money cann. not even $300 hurhur. so nb lars.
I WAN MY N73 OR N80 OKAY! it's so pissing of when you wan
something and cant get it ASAP and i mean it! FUCK LA.

hahas mouseo and sheepo's Megos. (:

2007-02-20T00:53:00.000+08:00
rawr. second day of chinese new year.
really anot? like ordaniary day cann.
jus that go ang pows. zz. today only collect
like $50. is like wtf cann? rawr.
so total collect $270 nias. rawr.
how on earth to buy my N73 or N80 cann.
har. nb. my cousin got N80 hahas.
it looks nice cann. rawr. my cousin is a maple siao
i tell you first. he chiong from level 43 now
70. WTF?! CRAZY LAA. i think he mus go to the
zoo with all the animals lor. so crazy or go mental
hospital sia. rawr. holidays coming. after the CA'S.
im prepared to fail them hahas. fine whatever cann.
deany and chel going csc to challenge
me and some stupid mouse.we die laa.
hurhur. and some mouse de bet very horrid cann
wat haircut for deany and free 3 games sth like that?!
hurhur. i wan sia. watch hua yang jus now so nice cann
and my cousin said that it was horrid. almak.
i forgot he need go mental hospital wan so yea hahas.
and guess WHAT THE FUCK I WORE?
A SKIRT hahas. lame but true. == go die it was like
so eeyeer cann hahas. not les but ya eeyeer lor.
i never wear skirt for like 2345678910 years and
suddenly im wearing it hahas. lmao. the went home ard
10+. rawr. overall today was okay laa. not that bad.
at least get to play my maple and level hahas.
level 35 nias. dun worry. still fucking slow hahas.
i might be going to sherry's house later to get more
ang pows hahas. some stupid mouse cant come
if im not wrong hahas.
smack you mouse <3

2007-02-19T02:27:00.000+08:00
HAPPY NEW YEAR. hahas
wahh today really alot of things happen lahh.
morning wake up chiong my maple. then so sian today cannot level
then after the around 12 plus went to my auntie's house to collect my
angpow hahas. so happy then after that went to my ah ma's house
eat steamboat. it was nice laa hahas. then stay awhile more
and my baby cousin is damn cute cann. 2 years old then
anybody can carry hahas. so cute lars. then was happily watching tv
then suddenly my cousin turn the channel become project superstar
2 the grand finals lars. then it was like gt DEAN tht part.
so i high lars hahas. then is the part where she teach the cheer hahas
then got diya singing lors hahas.then my stupid cousin got change the
fucking channel the watch dunno wat show lars.
so fucking irritating cann. then after that ard 4 jui go home ler
then my other cousin follow us home hahas. she super cute also lars hahas
then play abit of maple dao 90% still cannot level hahas. then 7 plus
fetch my cousin home then we all go watch movie lors. ate at the satay there.
then went vivo parked at ST James power station hahas.
wanted watch ghost rider de. but no space. ==! so we got nothing to do
wanted to marina watch then suddenly got some stupid call then got this
ah mor dunno wat shit laa. then is like super funny la. drive thru
little india. then after tht went marina watch Protege the nc16 show hahas.
it's nice lars. but half the time i was like sleeping hahas. then the show finish
at ard 12.25. then jui go home lers. sian. tmrw got visiting again!
i hope i got enough money to buy my n73 or n80 cann. rawr.
HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN (:

2007-02-16T21:43:00.000+08:00
today chinese new year celebrations then had to sit
so freaking long in the hall jus because of the concert laa
so irritating cann. then is like i stomach ache lor.
rawr. then very pain laa. zz. i thought today will have lessons
but dun even have cann hahas. class party was fun laa haha.
SMACK THAT ALL ON THE FLOOR. wahahas.
MARIETTA'S favourite lols. she too obssess with the song already alrights!
rawr hahas. then after school went to eat with debbie chel and marietta haha
we ate burger king hahas. then went csc bowling. marietta beat me cann.
zz. i got no strike today lor. wtf. yesterday at least have 3 cann ahaha.
and 5 spares. so it's like 53 hahas. then debbie and chel went to swim
me and marietta stone there cann haha. chel wet me. rawr.
but fun laa today. march holidays we go again okays! wuhaha.
xD
mus put here that MARIETTA IS MY BEST FRIEND lols.
no laa.
<3 smack pig.

2007-02-14T18:43:00.000+08:00
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY .
today fucking emo laa. also dunno why cann.
then is like so happy also laa. cause i got 2 roses from
cheri and ashriquah thanks you two.
<3 you two loads. x] hmms . then english quite boring
but mrs goh praised me and irwina laa.
yesterday already say then she today say again hahas.
so paiseh cann. rawr. zzz. anyways . then LAP so lame laa
wat mus individual read the passage. then my turn hor.
the teacher tell me i read very well. say i can score very well.
then she ask me i nevrous anot. i anyhow say no hahas.
then she say good . == wth hahas. so lame . i hate d&t
i tell you first. so freaking boring . rawr. okays laa .
i gotta off the com before my mother comes back and starts
nagging like crazyy . i also need to bathe x] hahas .
hmms . okays .

1612 smack <3 you . x]

2007-02-13T18:33:00.000+08:00
i'm blogging like finally hahas. xD

12-02-2007
all i know is that i felt damn extra laa. cause brenda had
thimothy cheryl had leslie and clara had some guy naibeh
guy who refuses to acecpt the fact that i help clara pay
for her nail polish. so cool huh. LOLs. whatever laa.
then is like they make we wait so freaking long jus to
wait for them to go home? wtf? zzz. so arsss laa. zzz.
i so wasted my time yesterday cann. rawr.
i feel so irritated. then in the night, belinda call me
then talk for about 55++ mins then my mother take
my phone so scold belinda. woi!
WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM LAA.
we talking about the chinese that was today can
we testing each other lor. and for goodness sick,
belinda is so not in my class lor. so she nvr pay
attention or got pay attention is so nothing to do with my mother lor.
so pissed laa. naibeh cann.
SORRY BELINDA! rawr.

13-02-2007
haiz today really not feeling well lor.
well. lessons as usual laa. nothing special today.
all i know is that chinese the newspaper got
things about wu zhun DEAN DIYA and DAREN .
then i was like so high cann. zzz . that ah mah ar
nvr come today. mus be she pon ten laa hahas.
tmrw then she will come happily.
wanted to vomit during IT lesson. then the teacher
was like wat who vomit laa hahas. so lame.
hmms. anyways i wanna blog about yesterday laa.
haiz. tmrw is Valentine's day right ? like not like that lehh.
is not valentine's day cann. is an odaraniary day laa.
i dun care about my art lers. i haven show ah JANE anything
yet cann. heh . x] smartie i hate art. i do it during my lesiure hahas.

i so can't freaking wait for chinese new year cann hahas.
aerobics in the hall was bloody lame.
ohhhs goshs. helps mann.

2007-02-11T18:26:00.001+08:00
hmms. today whole day stay at home lahh haahas.
nothing to do cann.
later then i do my homework chinese nias.
i dunwan to do literature and d&t
so freaking hard sia hahas.
anyways i feel like cutting my hair again hahas.
getting longer and longer lor.
zzomggsshh. so fast lor hahas.
it's so sian that yesterday i went into maple and train
dao 55% hahas. xD so slow but at least got improve cann.
hmms. i wan play audition hahas.
so dulan lars hahas.
sian tml going back to school.
i dunwan go back to school cann.
so freaking boring.
i'm sick again. rawr. sore throat and flu.
but i dun really care hahas. xD

ahhhs . i so love this picture of ella and wu zhun !

random pictures . xD

2007-02-10T23:53:00.000+08:00

jus came back from so many places.
morning went to parkway to meet cheryl first
then after that call sherry and wee ling
ask them they at where
then take a bus down to paya lebar meet
weeling and sherry hahas.
then took the train to bishan
then go junction 8 to go see luo zhi xiang .
wanted to go derhs. then we see so long queue
then we didn't go hahas . veronica went in
with her cousin cann . so lucky lor hahas . =X
hahas then after that sherry keep on saying
wan go buy hat so we go orchard find her hat lor
so we go cinelesiure then went ngee ann city hahas
i saw brenda and annabel hahs . then after that
nvr see dean then go off lor hahas . then after that
saw this busker a small 7 year old boy playing the
drums so freaking cool cann hahas .
he was playing one way hahas . so cute lahh hahas
then went to herrens to look for cheryl's bag .
then went to far east then walking to far east .
i was stoped by a cb guy .
he is none other then stevenlim was like so
irritating lahh he say wat wan pluck eyebrows
$10 dollars only . wtf only ? crazy lahh .
then i say cannot got sch .
then he dunwan let me go cann .
then i say wth lahh school dun allow hahas .
then i was like wtf . then heng he nvr hear hahas
TODAY TOTAL I SAW 2 CAI SEN YEHS hahas .
so lame sherry wanted to shake his hand to get gold
== lame . then i bought my hua yang poster hahas .
ELLA ! WU ZHUN ! WHEEES

hmms . then walk to far east to eat hans
and everyone went horny . zzz . then is like
so retarded luhs lols . shall not elborate further hahas .
so pai seh de lor hahas . anyways . then shop for
my earings hahas . i shall post pics of our food hahas .
reminds WEE LING SHERRY N CHERYL OF SOMETHING .
LOLs . xD

mine wuhaha.
wee ling and cheryl's.
sherry's hahas . so clean lehh .

till then . xD

2007-02-07T18:43:00.000+08:00
zzomgggssshh. IRWINA IS FUCKING IRITATING OKAYS!
now she's angry with me jus because i said
DUN ANYHOW FLIRT AR. cause she was walking with MS JANE.
then is like cause she fucking butch like her. zzz.
she so fucking bitch luhs. like everybody.. so naibeh lahh.
WHAT THE FUCK LOR. i cant stand her.
she wants everything in the world.
she's darn demanding in everything which is fucking irritating cann.
FUCKER GO GET A LIFE ALRIGHT. wat a chee byee lars.
stayed back jus to wait for one couple to do their homework.
they acting as LESBOS cann. omfgsh cann.
so bo liaos cann rawr.
anyways my mood is super sucky today lars.
all thanks to the fucking nbcb IRWINA.
so irritated lor. she and mei xian fucking irritating cann.
rawr lars. so irritating.

anyways. i bought my hua yang shao nian shao nu
pictorial book. wheeee. xD
lols. so frindging happy cann.

ELLA!
WUZHUN!
rawr.

I SO FUCKING HATE
IRWINA & MEIXIAN!!

HAPPY BURTHDAY ANNISA!
I MISS GERALDINE. WAWAWA.
)):

DEAN ZHUAI BANG! xD

2007-02-06T19:22:00.001+08:00

WOOHOOTS!
guess wat i found? dean with clara and khim.
but then hor i cut them up cann hahas.
=X pai seh to those who likes them hahas.
3 D'S STRAIGHT FROM THE HEART LEH
FIRST IS DEAN
NEXT IS DIYA
THIRD IS DAREN
WOOHOO! I LOVE THEM LOADS OKAYS!
wheeee. later i post a pic of them hahas.
DEAN is super duper shuai! i love her!
i also miss her! rawr!!
marietta make me embarrassed cann.
take pic of me in salon yesterday then post on
friendster. WHAT THE FUCK? LALALA
anyways. i love dean lor! rawr.
YAY saturday got event. the basketball wan
and she's going! MI LU BING ALSO!
those fans watch out okays! DEAN'S fan all choing there.
chope the best places ever! muhahahahahas!!
rawr!
DEANROCKS!!!

DEAN!

DAREN AND DIYA!!

2007-02-05T20:43:00.001+08:00
rawr. diya didn't win cann. daren won. zzz.
i wanted diya to win. her redinitation of you make me wanna
was like super duper nice cann. rawr that she didn't win.
i cut my hair lols. looks the same jus that shorter abit
im like super duper sway lor. zzz. cheryl n marietta
knows why hahas. =X but anyways yarhs.
superduper sway lor! rawr. DIYA SHOULD HAVE WON!
DEAN WAS SUPER DUPER CUTE YESTERDAY CANN
HAHA. she wore the mind your own business shirt lols.
hmms. yesterday superduper funny luhs. she was teaching
the cheer.
OH DIYA YOUR SO FUN YOUR SO FUN YOU BLOW MY MIND
OH DIYA OH OH OH DIYA. hahas.
she was like super cool lor. ^.^ rawr. miss her! :D
i wan go for events lor! rawr. rawr. rawr!
DEANDEANDEANDEANDEANDEANDEAN

fuck! got ting xie tml! nbcb. rawr.
i dunwan lars. i learn tml morning okays!
rawr! im not gonna do math. so fucking hard lor.
mr lim teaches like a stupid gay luhs. rawr.

2007-02-03T20:53:00.000+08:00
http://i18.tinypic.com/2vl5nox.jpg

lols. my hair yesterday. looks like black grass lor hahas.
anyways. i was walking in parkway with maribeth
then i walking walking ice lemon tea there
i saw debbie hahas. then she say hello i say
happy belated burthday lor hahas.
hmms. yea. i want to change blogskin
cause the blogskin i using the pic keep on expiring
damnit! ==! i ask rachel help me make hahas. thnx ar. ^^

2007-02-01T21:00:00.001+08:00
HAPPY BURTHDAY DEBBIE! ^^ lols.
i didn't give her anything. i wanted to give de
but then i nvr buy. sianed. ==! hmms.
i wanted to buy the sotong for her cause
she looks like one. =x blehs. >< got english homework.
sianed. sianed. then tml got PE i hope rain then dun have
cause i also dunwan morning exercise. ==! FUCK lahh
morning exercise wat a waste of time. damnit!
i miss dean. everybody miss dean lolx.
^^

once again,
HAPPY BURTHDAY DEBBIE!((:
i owe yeu a sotong wahahas. =X

2007-01-31T19:03:00.000+08:00
o.O tml is debbie's burthday ar? LOL la hahas.
haiz. DEAN. DEAN. DEAN. DEAN. DEAN.DEAN.
i<3 DEAN lars. I MISS HER CANN! RAWR.
geralDEAN wahahas. x.x no homework today hahas.
i saw dean on tv wah! her role is fucking wrong canns.
so irritating luhs. damnit! the script is fucking no right lor.
T.T damn naibei who did the scrip. make LEO KISS DEAN.
WHAT THE FUCK?! rawr. CAN SEE HER DA TUI.
^^ wahahahhaas. damn lame lars lols.

wheeee. tml got bowling. damnit!!

i <33 applee! x) LOLs.
^^

2007-01-28T13:23:00.000+08:00
was so damn tired yesterday that the minute i came
back i jus boom and fell asleep. zz. really lor. the zoo
freaking boring cann. i only like the penguins hahas.
but too bad nvr see them for long cause it's like racing
then the clues are fucking hard. then of course nvr win lars.
then after that sat the tram and went round and round.
==" damn boring cann. almost fell asleep. wtf.
then after the zoo went to lot 1 hahas. then got this feller
who some whatever looks like dean cann. i got a shock lor.
then walk ard and saw this shop named ELLA.
LOL. damn funny cann. then during s.h.e concert geralda
call me let me hear ella. thnx ar hahas. damn noisy but
at least can hear lahh hahas. ^^
rawr. still damn tired. i do homework lahh hahas.
YEA. campus superstar drama got DEAN tml.
woohoots! ((:

she's acting as LEO the bian tai's GIRLFRIEND
OMGSH!! cant wait cann!
talking about dean,
DEAN WAS AT THE S.H.E CONCERT WITH HER MOTHER AND ANOTHER GIRL.
yee ching say cann.
she say she sat like 3 rows behind her cann. so XINGFU lor hahas. ^^
4 more days to debbie's burthday hahas.

2007-01-23T16:56:00.001+08:00
i pon ten today hahax. ehhh? like real lars.
my mouth got ulcer cans. rawr. heard from felicia
tt mr chew made us all sit in two's i also dunno why hahas.
but like that lors hahax. =X

PON TEN SO FUN:]]

2007-01-22T22:53:00.000+08:00
FARK IT MANS!

2007-01-21T19:43:00.000+08:00
im very man yi with my blog now hahas. :D
feel so proud for it. yea hahas. sian.
tml got orchird thingy. i dunwan go can. zzz.
haiz. cfm boring de lars. got math homework
but i dunwanna give a damn about it hahas. =X
i was browsing over people's blog and their blogskins
are super nice can. how i wish i can make also can.
i'm trying my very best to make them. still learning lors.
i learn on my ownself can. so take longer bahs hahas. =X
i understand better after reading so many html codes here and there.
heh. feel very man yi now lars lols. art mus do the comic strip
still dunno wat theme i should do. aiya heck care can hahas.
my sister says my carrot is horrid ==" is not can. yewrs then more horrid ar.
mine is cute lors hahas. looks like a chilli. LOL but big big wan la hahas.

AND FOR YEWR INFORMATION.
TO THAT PERSON WHO TAGGED ME IN CHINESE.
I SO DO NOT LIKE YAO MING CAN.
THAT WAN WAS JUS A COMMENT NIAS.
I REPEAT.
ICHARLENELIM
DOES NOT LIKE YAO MING CAN!!!
rawr. so pissing off lars. since when i say i like yao ming can.
is comment nias. =="

rawr so pissed lars.
arghs.

2007-01-20T16:03:00.000+08:00

SO CUTE!!

oh wells. on a saturday i am all alone at home
once and again lars hahas. then somemore got
cramps. damn pain lars. i'm hungry but then i
make maggi mee eat abit nias then cant eat alr.
now feel like vomiting. )): haiz.
im feeling down now. still sick. 2 weeks alr lors.
now my nose blocked ar. cannot breathe properly can!
rawr. i'm now not interested to train my maple char.
i wan to play audition now! rahhh. but my com dunwan
let me download! fuck lars. yesterday PE damn suai lars.
mus run and wtf im 173.5. =.= so tall for wat la. mad can
hahas but i wan grow somemore! HAH. mus be like
yao ming ar lols. so tall like him. bball damn easy de lor lols.
COOL. i will be as tall as yao ming one find happy day hahas.
dream on la. AIYO. dunwan so tall like yao ming la. HAHA.
i wan play bball narhs. ((:

天空灰得像哭过
离开你以后
云没有更自由
想象的空气
绣出我们的距离

一幕锥心的结局
像呼吸般无法提醒
抽屉泛黄的日记
找到了回忆
那笑容是夏季

你我的过去
被诠释真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空

我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去

jay chou- tui hou.
very meaningful. ((:

2007-01-14T11:53:00.000+08:00
actually suppose to go out with baby and
light bulb but baby cannot make it so cancel
nvr call light bulb lors hahas.
then instead went to watch one last dance with
my mother lors.
NC16 but mananged to go in hahas.
the show quite boring la.
fell asleep during the show then woke up
cause the bang sound so loud hahas.
i feel like watching death note again la hahas.
starting part i nvr get a chance to watch cause late.
arrghh. my sore throat become cough and alot of
phlegm! rahhhh! hopefully i can get well soon
by next week cause got orchid thingy. =.=
waste time nia. LOL

2007-01-12T21:13:00.000+08:00
I SAW DEBBIE JUS NOW HAHAS.
THEN LU RAN WAS LIKE SHOUTING
DEBBIE FROM THE TOILET THERE.
THEN I WAS LIKE DUN LAME CAN.
CARYING A PINK &PURPLE UMBRELLA FOR MICHELLE.
LOL!
YING HUO CHONG DE MENG!! 4 MORE DAYS!!

chao ji high de day. ((:
DEAN

2007-01-11T19:33:00.001+08:00
wah. im starting to like sch hahas.
dots but yar. sch's fun with all your friends can.
CHINESE teacher still suck. cant stand thm forever!
expecially CHENZHEN.
she so ass la. people read wrong book
she say is her fault but lu lao sh said nvms
and stuff. at least she still got liang xin can.
not like zhenzhen so mean sia. cause
the girl go express ma thn she didn't noe wat
book to read so she read our class de. then like tt lor.
and the zhen zhen lao shi got fed-up. dots hahas.

2007-01-09T18:43:00.000+08:00

wah liew . zzz . fucking sian can . arrgghh . Marietta !! u still owe me what u owe me can !arrrr . i dun wan sch ! arrr . i cannot stand it la . so irritating ever since sch started never get to blog everyday alr can . so ass . arr fuck la .i'm quitting maple . ^^ yay hahas . so happy thn wont get addicted to it .woohoots . hahaha . YAY can . Brenda u on your own lers . i bought the superstar cards thn still got no averil . sianed . but thn my fren send me averil ! nat ! woohoots ! got 2 nat 1 averil lers !^^ YAY . but fucking hard to get averil nat maxi lingyi and daren can !daren averil and nat the hardest . grrrr . cant stand it lars . naibei chee bye .arrrrr . MR LIM FUCKING NIANG LA ! HE TEACH ALSO DUNNO WHAT THE FUCKING HELL HE TEACHING CAN !!7 more days to ying huo chong de meng !
DEANROCKS !

2007-01-07T15:03:00.000+08:00
happy belated burthday to susie!
SCH's fucking ass can .
CHINESE TEACHER PEGGY TAN .
ahhhhh !!
never copy down my chinese hw!
FUCK FUCK FUCK!
DAMNIT!
aiya dun care lars.

css drama is 1 week away
next monday
15-1-2007 !!

2007-01-02T03:54:00.001+08:00
goodie ! i finish my homework lers . xD can enjoy 1 more
day of holidays liaos . ;) goodie . i heard from belinda
that homework is dued only on the second day of sch .
FUCK . make me chiong for what ?! budden nvms . :)
can enjoy 1 more day of holidays can ! high lers .
i think tml go meet my mother first bahs .
and im so not used to writing on paper can .
i wan write all the lers bahs can liaos wtf fuck grr .
OMFG . can die sia . zz . thnx i got used to it lers .
budden my hand got blisters can ! so long never write lers .
HAHA always use keyboard nias .

sian SCH! i dun wan go back can !
mus wake up early and stuff . cfm cannot wake up derhs .
T.T belinda ask me go bball with her tml .
dun think can go bahs . she ask me go S.H.E concert also can .
tell her no money . she ask me save give my allowance to her =.=
box her up can . $68 for the tix . i also wan my DC bag can !
grrr . no time and no money to look ard . :(
sianed .
so late lers first time stay tio so late hahas .
MYMAPLE
GOT DEANROCKS derhs . so cool . haha !
xD DEANROCKS !

HAPPYNEWYEAR !

2006-12-30T00:00:00.001+08:00
im fucking pissed okays!
finally can blog can! grrr. i'm gonna change my hair and colour!
WOOHOOTS! cant wait man haha. wednesday went to watch
night at the meseum. it's super hilarious luhs!
one part of it says.

"dumbdumbyougivemegumgum"
"dumbdumbiwanmygumgum"
so fucking funny can! haha.
walked ard then rain again. sianed.
so cab home lo. so now rushing to do my homework haha.
everybody do alr lo. so now i doing lo hahas.
i wan buy my dc bag can! grrr! i dun have money lo.
thn belinda ask me go S.H.E concert. i also no money.
what to do rob?
zzz. last thing i will do.
fucking pissed luhs.cannot stand it lo! grrrr! got chairty anot ar?
INIDMONEYLO! let me work or sth can?! cannot luhs
sch starting alr lo cannot work can!! aiyo. so irritated luhs.

MAPLE!!
i cant play my maple anymore till the holidays luhs.
grrr. thats like march luhs!
omfg. grrr. i mus find money alr! i wan to change my hair de.
nvms luhs. go rob the house hahas. xD goodie! cant wait to rob man!

i dun wan to go back to sch luhs!

2006-12-27T02:23:00.000+08:00
hays. watch deathnote today and it so rocked luhs.
ANDWHYMUSLDIEINTHEEND!!
grrr. L is so cute lo. the way he holds the spoon and stuff.
with 2 fingers on each hand nia hahas. ><
thefirstdeathgodwasbetterluhs.whatever his name was.
actually wanted go ikea after walking ard tampines mall.
budden in the end never go. sians1/2. okays luhs.
should tell about how i got to tm lols. took a damn
bus to bedok and then the bus leaking. -.- wth. then called
sherry ask her faster come. the i didn't noe cheryl they all
bought the tics alr. i wanted to buy alr luhs. omfg so heng okays.
then brenda come out give me the tix. then i saw lu ran coming
down looking at me. -.- then hit me and the rest should not fill in.
... then faster faster go in lo. missed like 30 mins of the starting
part luhs. i'm so gonna buy the fake cds to watch lo hahas.
then watching sherry keep shaking her leg luhs free massage ar lol.
then when the show finish alr walked ard tm lo.
play spot the diff. then play until level 10 then die lo.
LOL. lousy. 5 people spot lo hahas. then raced with afew guys
and ~~unfortunatly~~ i won. okays so random but ya luhs.
i won okays haha and the surprising thing is that i played
against guys luhs and i thought guys were better in racing man!
i mean not boasting or anything but ya luhs.
guys so kayu can! lmao!

GIRLSPRO
~~guysnoob~~

LOL! then go white sands cause cheryl wan cut her hair lo.
and her frindge is super short nowluhs haha.

ANDOMFG.
I CUT MY HAIR SO ~~fucking~~ ugly alright.
zzz. damn! so short and my ear can see alr lars.
kaoz.
GUYS. WATCH DEATHNOTE2!
VERYVERYVERYVERYNICESHOW!
LOOKOUTFORLMAN!
andchristmashavenendyetokays!
10moredayslo!
SENTOSATML!
WOOHOO!
xD

L!

2006-12-25T23:51:00.001+08:00
going to watch deathnote tml yea hahas
who's coming? cheryl; brenda; sherry; and of course me!
hahas. bo bian. nobody coming cause never ask that many people.
felicia suppose to come de bud then she last min tell me say
her mother ask her do i dunno what thing so she cannot go lo.
:( and oh wells christmas this year is very ~~fun~~. it's so not!
it's super boring. especially when u've got no
presents. boohoo. i'm so sad. oh wells. can't wait to watch deathnote
and i'm gonna cut my hair tml. YAY i wan a new hairstyle
hahas bud then i dun think can bahs hahas.
omfg. photoshop is giving me nice effects. so happy
i post pictures later luh hahas. XD

MERRYsoNOTCHRISTMAS luh.

2006-12-25T02:43:00.000+08:00
hahas. omg photoshop trial!! i jus edited two pics.
i think they are not up to standed alright. so horrible.
i upload later lors hahas. YAY i mananged not to stay there.
WOOHOO like ~~wow~~ hahas.
random zzz. i dun feel like sleeping lols. my christmas presents
are super random.

UNCLE&AUNTIE- hellokittymarshmellows chocolate with a wallet
and the wallet happily is ~~PINK~~ . omfg
PINK?! wth. i dun use pink wallets de lors. zz.
auntiesmother- fruit tuips and some chocolates.
berrin[cousin]- some hellokitty biscuit. but i never take. -.-
barredy[othercousin]- snickers. -.-
omfg! all food luh zz. can't they like give me sth useful?
hahas. like pen? or notepad? or sth useful luh. all food
fedup. every year the same.

MERRYCHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! XD
thnx to all those who msged me. :)

2006-12-24T14:17:00.001+08:00
hahas. yea i'm like finally back. jus too lazy to update alrightie
hahas. oh yea. MADAM's fren help me do averil's picture
and omfg it's like damn nice lars. i will upload it later
like duh hahas. later going ah ma house for stupid
christmas celebration. zzz. and my singtel bill is torn into pieces
i mean i accidentally opened it and the thing tore.
then my father tell me hit your fucking head lars.
nbcb sia. -.- what a loser. damn.
IHATEYOURFUCKINGFATHER
grrr. stupid.

DAMNFUCKLUH.

AVERIL! NICE RIGHT?! hahas. thnx tammy!

MERRYCHRISTMASEVE! XD

PIGSCANSOFLYALRIGHTIE!

2006-12-22T02:25:00.001+08:00

20-12-2006
went out with Marietta and Cheryl meet Marietta's friends and apparently one of them look like dean hahas. the person name is Debbie lols. then met them at 1 plus like that cause the bus take so long and move so slow-.- can die. Then meet le then go bunk play audition the whole day hahas. then happily got a guy i play in same room in bunk then he find me zzz and i won one damn game in audition. woo hoo hahas. last and final game that i won lols. then Debbie scare me lors suddenly behind me de hahas. then got a shock lols. then she tell me i so scary ar hahas. then they go so fast de. >.< 3 plus 4 they left le. sadded. they she was like bye bye then she pat my head hahas! XD nice one Debbie. then they go le lors. sadded kks. then met my mother for dinner. ate PEPPER LUNCH. it's nice lars ahas. took a pic of it but lazy to upload hahas.
21-12-2006
i was told that Debbie went to HK. ): hahas jkjk. (: O.O take cares Debbie. went singing with my mother today. then bought my HUA YANG SHAO NIAN SHAO NU OST. YAY hahas. jus now got power failure. i never kenna hahas. CHOI lars hahas. the rain has happily stopped. XD goodie. can go cycle and stuff alr hahas. I SHALL GO AH BII'S HOUSE TML TO GIVE HER BACK HER HAPPY FEET LOLS. then we shall go out after that. wahahas. go tm bahs so long never go alr. ^^ feel like piercing my ear again hahas. ^^ sort le hahas. i'm super lazy to train my maple zzz.
TAKE CARES EVERYONE.
SCHOOL'S STARTING.
NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. ZZZ.___.

2006-12-20T00:09:00.001+08:00

it's like raining non-stop since yesterday till now. i wan the damn rain to stop ok. Kenny tell me very nice to sleep. it is lars but then keep on raining cannot go out. CB lars. i'mSUPER pissed cause of the rain.
STOP RAINING PLEASE.

damn can't stand it. i wan go holiday! i sick of Singapore alr. bring me somewhere. oh yea.
HAPPYBIRTHDAYSHERRY!
wanna tell you that i love you loads! FRIENDSFOREVER!
ILOVEYOU! PLEASE TAKE CARES ALRIGHT.
rain rain go away come again in 1 month time hahas. today maple leveled hahas. happy happy lors. this is random.

ah bii's lookalike!
GO BUY HUA YANG SHAO NIAN SHAO NU THE OST TML HAHAS. i wan all the songs cause i'm like so sianed.

2006-12-19T02:13:00.000+08:00

today N level results lehs. >.> pray for my friends who were getting the results. Sheena, Beverly, des. but poor des went ITE. ask him cheer up and he did lols. today woke up at 8. cannot sleep lors hahas. then on com talk to Cheryl at 11 plus then Brenda in maple so i go in maple see ask brenda what time lors. then late. so hurry rush lors then reach bus stop first. then got this ah ma walking to the bus stop slowly hahas. madam lars lols. walk so slow.. then go collect the ring Brenda argue with me take the box then she pinch me lars lols. got 6 times lor. smack her. say i box her hahas.
then go bunk play maple dao sian alr. then Kenny lame lars. tell me at 2 he not sleeping. he jus woke up nia lols. retarded. the guild wans to have an outing ahahs. i organize again sianed lars. everything also me de. dunno where they wan go lors. then go eat food court bii and cii keep on laughing lars. i also dunno for what. make me laugh tio siao lols. then in train also same prob hahas. then walk down buy 8 days and i weekly cause got ELVIN so i happy happy buy lors hahas he so lame looking de hahas.
sian. i wan watch pss2 live. REVIVAL lingyi and Darren mus go back in!
DUN CARE!!

2006-12-16T00:33:00.000+08:00
morning went Brenda house. BRENDA YOURHAMSTER'S BITE ME FOUR TIMES ARHS lols. went Brenda de house then play with her hamsters hahas. cinnamon is super cute lors but then bite me alot of times lars hahas got the mark there lerhs lols pain lors hahas. then suddenly piglet came LOLs. she was wearing some alien shirt lors LOL! look lame lahh. then play abit of maple do my quest then today never level up lors. cannot be bothered to chiong larhs.

Brenda wan chiong alr she cleric lehs. so when party with her can heal me hahas! then she can tele. i walk so slow she tele damn fast lars hahas. then apple chiong so fast can yesterday i see her lvl 28 only today she level 32 cleric le. .___. so fast lars hahas DEAN also playing but she play in delp world and aqualia i think LOLs. i still
noob lahh. annabel also bootes level 68 lors so high de. i dun wan chiong not so
kei kiang.. but Brenda bo bian lars she wan chiong..

cinnamon!

caramel! what you thinking of??

heart of candles.. cannot see but it is hahas..
cab home at around 10.15 there cause my mother call then she scold me... zzz... then cab home now broke alr lars. nbcb. left $1 nia.. wah kao.. i nid a job lars.. i wan earn my money.. then can buy alot of things hahas.. Monday going ps to collect my stuff with Brenda ah pig and piglet.. hopefully piglet can come bahs so long never go out with us le lols. i also wan go bunk and play maple cause there the exp is like 40% more lars it's like 4X exp that i get.. then somemore tt time i play never level up.. sat there for like 3 hours lors then never level.. zzz.. S-I-A-N-E-D lars hahas.

i shall go zombie mushroom there and
train.. the cemetery there de hahas.. there got dark stone golem can ks people
hahas.. BE went malaysia today.. sadded.. nobody talk to me sian wan lors..

TO BE:FASTER COME BACK!! I WAN TALK!! VERY SIAN
WITHOUT YOU LORS!! HAHAS..
i have to make the guild's blog for maple de.. zzz.. then the tagboard also i make.. hiyo.. ma fan lors..

2006-12-14T14:20:00.000+08:00

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so long never update.

Tuesday
went to pc bunk with Cheryl Brenda and Marietta then go there no space. S-I-A-N-E-D. so mus wait lors. so go arcade to play hahas. play the basketball game then Marietta keep throwing then keep flying then hit me i kenna lars. the i nid go pick up twice sia. nb. gonna box your face de wahahas. then play time crusise then Marietta go band on the wrong thing she bang on one player de so we all play with the com. =.= she never pass stage 2 die alr hahas. i until the machine gun there die the grass there die lols. then while waiting for bunk we went ps to eat first lors didn't wan to eat de. then go buy the ring with Brenda. monday mus go back there collect.

Wednesday
nth much happened jus tt maple patch so long only 4.30 plus then can play. i lvl dunno how many times this week alr lars. from 21 become 30 =.= what the hell. second job alr hahas. the quest for second job hard lors mus kill monkey banana and boar to get the marble de. zzz. almost died cause no mp pot after tt finish alr go back to the man the mp increase so now become 404 sth like tt arh. whole day keep raining then never go out lors.

Thursday
I think later meeting my mother bahs. Belinda dunno fly go where alr she wan meet me at ms go bowling also dunno go where alr hahas. she also never msg me. i wonder how are chocolate chip, caramel and cinnamon are hahas i miss them leh! so long never see them alr go Brenda house tml see then bahs hahas play with them also lols.

2006-12-12T01:25:00.001+08:00
snow city was fun but was freaking cold la then Rachel and Felicia keep on throwing the snow on me hahas then somemore i never wear the jacket there i wear my own de. YAY i record the song dean and the rest sang le lol. it's clear bahs hahas. DEAN THE VOICE BECOME BERY NICE LE! HER VOCAL'S ARE DAMN GOOD NOW LA!! she sound like she got sore throat hahas. but nice lar haha! i send it to 4 people le hahas. shen li, be, annabel and of course madam haha. be tell me very clear hahas.

i will upload some pictures for Felicia to take hahas. i like the slide in snow city hahas very funny lors but too bad only got to go down twice nia. fun de lors. morning actually dun wan go de but in the end go lor cause stay at home nothing to do de the bus drive like some ah gong bus lor she slow de la then reach there 3.30 hahas. met Rachel at her house downstairs then Felicia at her house downstairs hahas. then walk to snow city then suddenly rain like shit. then the whole everything wet la. then inside somemore so damn bloody cold sia.
had macs for dinner cause no time to walk to IMM to eat then after tt went home take bus ran after it somemore ar haha. in the bus we were being retarded lar. wave to the bus next to us then talk cock Felicia become news reporter then i "LU REN" got earth quake i involved hahas damn funny lors then got this man he so irritating la keep on looking back at us de. >.> then got free show in the bus wahahas. damn damn funny KISSING SHOW. M18 DE AR LOL.

~HEYHEYBUZHIBUJUEYOUXIANGDAONI~
OMG I'm IN LoVE WITH THE SONG ALR LARS WAHAHAS.
DEANROCKS!!!

2006-12-11T00:35:00.001+08:00

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I'M BORED LOL. so long nvr update busy lars hahas playing maple chionging trying to get to my second job. level 27 alr hahas. i'm watching bowling on tv now lols. Korea de supporters all so lame de lars hahas. the cheer like mouse like this ahahs. then watch star awards and Elvin got in for top 10 !! LOL. ah Ben never win lors.. then campus superstar the grand finals never win also.. zzz.. then the qing gong yan got dean i missed it thanks to me being sotong dunno that it was on channel u instead of channel 8..

but managed to see dean lars hahas she wore the shirt that i tried yesterday.. zzz.. wanted to buy de but then my mother say too long for me hahas. then got lingyi nath maxilian averil hahas. they sang some songs lors ahahas. tml go snow city lars. bo bian Felicia say bored ma hahas. im super sian at home lars.. wanna go out and take a spin anybody?(: you'll now what i mean..

2006-12-05T23:06:00.000+08:00

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haiz. yesterday i went out with lu ran and maribeth.. then they take so long jus to come down lars then make me walk one round because they dunno come from where lars. am i tt huggable? nt right? then why she run to me and tickle me poke me? hahas. fine <s>whatever</s> then walk around play spot the difference then play by myself cause maribeth anyhow run lars then lu ran take care of her so i play spot the difference till lvl 10 then i die liao hahas lousy lars lols. then i thought they left so i left lors hahas i go Brenda house ar. then at Brenda house she call me then they tell me they still there. =.= omg hahas.

then i at Brenda house play abit of maple lors hahas. then the time pass so fast ar hahas then i scared i go home kenna scolding so i tio cab home lors hahas. then reach home never kenna scolding de hahas. cannot use the internet nia hahas. today never go out. then i forgot at home got the cockroach thing then the whole house was like smoky lars. cannot breath somemore hahas. then 2 hours then go play maple hahas. lvl le. now lvl 23 hahas. still noob lars but ya lols. fame is 13 le hahas. .___. i think this emo is cute hahas. Madam say is hers hahas. -.- she wan go buy audition ppc hahas.

who want's to play spot the difference with me? 3 more days to dar's birthday. so what am i suppose to say? IT'S 3 MORE DAYS TO YOUR BIRTHDAY YAY? HAHAS.
i'm sadded. i wan go Ikea buy new furniture hahas. i thought of buying tt black shelf to put my books and stuff but apparently there's no space to drill holes and stuff wtf. i wan some shelves lors i pack the room and my sister go make messy again! grrr fuck lars. i clean till so nice alr lors. idiot. i threw away 15 plastic bags hahas. this shows tt I've got a messy room hahas. it's true lors hahas. nvm tml i go pack again hahas then can find space to put some shelves up lols.

2006-12-03T21:03:00.000+08:00

never blog yesterday so should say about yesterday bahs hahas. tried to spike my hair but as usual failed lars cause super hard to spike lors hahas. so i tried to style hahas. i took a pic will upload ltr hahas. yesterday went to orchard suppose to meet my uncle auntie cousin and ah ma de but then my ah ma too tired to walk then they decided to go home from vivocity. -.- wah lau. waste my time nia can stay at home play maple de lors. but then saw chew chor ming at taka with his maid and baby lols. he was looking damn fierce lars hahas. then after tt walk walk go eat ice cream with my mother hahas. then saw these strawberries which was $10 for 1 brunet then somemore inside got 10 nia. so ex lors hahas means one is $1 sia lol. so ex. then go cold storage to buy some stuff then at the cashier there i calculated will be least than $10 then come out is $10.05 hahas. $0.05 more nia lols.

then at the cashier next "door" got this person who looked like dean hahas. the hair and everything was almost the same can hahas. too bad is nt lars hahas. eat at taka 5.30 plus super crowded alr hahas all those people mus be keh kiang de lars hahas. then got this two aunties sitting there talking when they nt even eating -.-. wth so bad lars people waiting to eat they sit they like nobody business sit there talk. -.- then somemore one of the woman the bag keep on hitting my hand then i cannot eat properly lars. luckily i eat with left hand de if nt i zhao jui stand up and kill her ar hahas. ahpuneh called me 4 times wth. i called him back and ask him to stop calling alr the min he ans he tell me sorry wrong number sorry sorry. then i say u call back one more time you go jail lars hahas.
then today never go anywhere lars hahas. play maple. hehe. but dunno why i no mood to play der. >.< sian. i cannot wait to go out hahas. ask madam weather wan go anot hahas. LR called me jus now. i counted she never call me for 15 days then today she call me hahas. so retarded then she say will call me back at 8.45 der until now still haven't call. -.- lols i can't believe her words lars.